Still waiting for my lady and the tramp moment

I don't always say what I mean...I say what I think will get the biggest reaction...while still being true to myself.

Why is American Idol so addicting? I hate it. I really do. What is it about people embarrassing themselves that human nature is so drawn to?

I made my tea. Finally! It is so freaking sweet. Literally sweet. It tastes good too though. Couple glasses of it will get you buzzed and feeling good. For sure. Tomorrow, I'm going to get lit up. By that, I mean just going to relax, kick back, and drink a few beers. Nothing crazy.

Listening to Daughtry Over You.

Decided, I'm going to skip all the negative emotions that I've been stirring up in my mind. No one wants to hear that stuff all the time.

Damn this is sweet. Check it out. Double alley-oop.




Forty tomorrow is going to feel like eighty. I will celebrate by buying flip flops and wearing them out.

Someone told me you have to write down your goals. Maybe as a reminder. Maybe to push you. These are mine for the new year. I think its a good idea to have a picture of it and put it in your mirror so you see it when you wake up every morning and when you go to bed I guess too. Like I if you want a house you have a picture of a house. If you want a car you put a picture of a car. I could probably write these down and put it on the wall beside the mirror.

New occupation.
New living quarters.
Wear a suit to work everyday or just wear one when I get home from work. I have a fascination with suits, I wish they weren't so expensive. Okay, maybe I will simplify this one to owning three high quality suits by the end of the year.
Take a vacation.
Buy a bike 800-1200 dollar range to go biking.
Go skiing.
Make new friends.
Have a relationship.
Finish writing a novel.
Not go tanning, because I've never been and don't know how I feel about it at least with my own body, but work on my tan just by simply being outside and enjoying the weather; whether it be at the beach, just playing backyard games, or working in the garden. Which leads me to another goal, grow a successful garden.
Get contacts?
Join a bowling league. Perfect my curve.
Get a golf membership. Be semi-good.
Buy an acoustic guitar, actually learn how to play it?
Play at least 100 racquetball games.

There's probably more things just can't think of them right now.

Damn it, I almost forgot why I started writing about my goals. The first one I thought of to even post these was to lose 10-20 lbs and gain back 10lbs in muscle.