What are girls looking for? Just someone brave enough to go up and talk to them? I'm extremely confused on this. Like how does a guy stand out? I seen like 200 beautiful girls last night, easily, but what do I do? Don't understand.
Pos, pos, pos, positivity
Pos, pos, pos, positivity
Think positive
Be positive
Objectives:
Learn dance club songs
Acquire a better fashion sense and new attire for my wardrobe
To accomplish:
(While being semi-buzzed and feeling good) In order to better approach the ladies and come to terms with rejection 99% of the time.
So who wants to do the cupid shuffle with me?
- I fed and burped my first baby the other day. It felt weird and I didn't really know what I was doing. I was afraid itwould choke or something.
- How do women hold babies all day? It baffles me. I admire their strength in this regard. Props mommas of the world.
Was walking around C-Town last night. Ran across some kids with a basketball. I was like throw it here, and eventually he did and it was flat. I thought to myself damn, they so poor they can't even afford air. I wanted to buy the kid a pump.
- Man, I've spent so much money on gas lately. Thank goodness it's under two dollars a gallon right now. Putting a lot of miles on the car.
- I hate extremely pointed shoes.
- I'm shy, yet can be extremely forward. I lack people skills. Totally shut down in crowds.
I missed posting yesterday but I was thinking:
It's Friday another day down in the books.
Weekly accomplishments consists of getting dirty looks.
Apparently a guy can't say bye to a child or else he looks weird and accused of being God knows what. I guess some people are just psycho and rude that way themselves. Trying to break this girl out of her shell, because she doesn't communicate very well.
Just a little diddy:
I was happy and chipper until I arrived
Then little of that good mood survived
It went out the windows carried by the screams
Floating away by the melting snow down little streams
This is a song I was working on, okay so there's no chorus or anything but it's a work in progress:
At least all this rejection ends tomorrow
Gone will be all the heartache and sorrow
Silence is a deadly killer to the heart
I wish you weren't pulling us apart
I'm giving up on you, moving on, and letting go
I'm crying on the inside but trying not to let it show
All those cliches
People say
It's over, I'm finished, I'm done
It doesn't matter if you were the one
I know its hard
I know I'll want to break down
But I have to fight it
Realize it's for the best
And must be done
Don't give in
To the temptation
Of taking you back
I'm past that
So talk to me in this moment
Because this is all we have left
This is all you're getting
From here on out
Last chance
So make it count
I'm sure you're asking yourself
Am I putting up a front?
Am I bluffing?
And if you're wondering
Yes, this is an ultimatum
Are you willing to take the risk?
Of losing me for good
Will you even care?
When I'm no longer there?
I doubt it or else you'd shout it
For me to stop and turn around
Yet you don't make a sound
All this talking about songs
That make me think of you
Or that you remember listening to
Lets just live one
You know what it takes
To make or break us
Don't talk about being friends
When I'm not even invited to the wedding
So these are the last words I'll say to you
Good luck in all you do
Good riddance to the pain
Good bye, my love
Installment 2 of 2:
14. I'm addicted to Mountain Dew
15. I admit when I was younger I formed my own band consisting of only myself and it was appropriately named BCW and The Lost Souls because they didn't exist. There was also the band Vulnerable Obsession and Heaven N' Hell. Someone even made me logo's for this.
16. I'm too nice for my own good.
17. Nicknames I hate: Kraft Cheezy Mac-Byronie, By-aroni the San Fransisco treat. Walt Wessell
18. Nicknames that are alright: Nova, TS, Thug Smiley, bdubs, Bman, B, Bdawg, Mr. Consistent
19. Self proclaimed nicknames: Claude the Bod, Claude the Clutch, Thug $mi!ey, d@ r@p $t@r, Representin' $pit on the $pot: The Versatile Freestyler, Little Big Me
20. My goal is to be famous, some how, some way in a positive manner, but more importantly to look back at the end of my life and have people say that guy was alright, a real friend, and just have mattered to people, even if it was only a small circle of friends and family. Pretty much to sum it up the conclusion of It's A Wonderful Life, where nothing ever seemed to go right for George Bailey, he never got to do what he wanted to do, he was always making sacrifices for other people, but in the end it didn't matter because happiness was with him the entire time. He truly was the richest person in Bedford Falls and not just monetary wise.
21. I have a hard time completing, finishing things, and most of the time it's because I get bored, not because it's too hard.
22. There's too many Casablanca moments in my life. I'm Rick Blaine in a nutshell.
23. My version of Sherlock Holmes is dubbed Inspector Theodore "Teddy" Upton and his Watson is Franz Doyle and I hope to write an entire series on them one day.
24. I want to design my own family crest or my own personal crest and signet and use it for sending letters and any other everyday or special occasion use I can come up with. With my own slogan and motto and everything else that accompanies it. Right now I'm pretty sure it would consist of the normal shield, coronet, something to do with the whole pen is mightier than the sword thing, possible something to do with baseball and music, a scorpion, a book, a cross, as a symbol not really about religion.
25. I have an old soul.
Quote of the day: "Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans." John Lennon
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