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My computer still doesn't work I'm pissed.

I have to give her some credit she has had sort of a success story. Poverty to a teacher. Really, really poor upbringing at least from the stories she has told me.

Cavs are playing tonight important game because if we win we will be Eastern Conference Champs for the rest time ever meaning best record also we need to stay ahead of the Lakers.

You can't tell your own story around her. She always interrupts you and goes off on her own thing in the middle of your story. It's really annoying.

I think I slept better knowing I can't get on the internet. Fell asleep around 11:30.

Had a nice dinner at Ferrantes on Thursday. I got a chicken pizza with tomatoes, some green stuff and pine nuts. It was good. My dad got spaghetti and meatballs. I forgot what my mom got something with noodles that tasted lemony. My sister got eggplant something. I need to take a date there and get are meals paired with wines. The appetizers, meal, and dessert a couple is 43 dollars which isn't bad considering you get a full course meal and three glasses of wine a piece. Now I just need someone to go with me. I wonder if I take someone who can't drink if I can drink all of the wine. That would be sweet. It would defeat the purpose but still would be sweet. The purpose being getting the date intoxicated. Joking. For real. I am.

You really need to get more sleep at night. I'm concerned and worried.

Time to start my garden this weekend. I hope. Lots of peppers.

I love salads. Especially with chicken.

I had a really freaky dream last night. Man was it crazy. My friends gf cheated on him. Two guys I didn't now were in the dream along with my friend, his gf, and my sister. I spent 90 dollars on a meal while we were all at dinner and my friend spent 130. The entire time I couldn't figure out which guy she slept with it seemed like both of them. Like they were some type of tag teaming couple. They were both flirting with her and it was making me sick. Then my friend disappeared and I felt bad for him. We followed him and got lost but eventually found him in a parking lot which was just a big open field filled to capacity at a weird dance club. He was outside talking to another friend of mine next to his truck. It was really weird.

Kmart girl apparently doesn't like me. She hasn't respond to my message. I'm such a loser.

Life on Mars had a horrible, horrible ending. What can you do though when the show gets canceled? I was really disappointed. Would have much rather preferred a simple ending. Where he is just transported back to his time period no explanations needed. Maybe I regret a show officially having a conclusion if they are this bad.

Bowling? Cavs? Mission to talk to a girl tonight. An attractive and interesting one.
Want to do something different tonight. Out of the ordinary. Special. Make a bet.

I love nuts too.. That sounds bad but I don't care. I'm more of a pistachio and sunflower seed guy though. This one preschoolers mom made me this really good almond creation they were so damn good. Walnuts are good too. Mixed nuts are good.

Peanuts for some odd reason never sound appealing to me but then when I eat one I can't stop. They are addicting. I know I like them, but I always have to eat them again to realize it.

Why are you mad at me? I don't get it. I was kind of happy this morning until I found out you were mad at me. She's in a mood. Like that is a good enough reason to be mean to me. You should never be mean to those you care about or anyone for that matter. I mean y computer has a virus on it and I can't get online and still I'm not being a grouch to anyone. Okay so I won't try talking to you then. Unless of course you apologize.

I feel like spoiling myself today. I'm going to buy a lunch. Thinking chinese. Hmm can't think of anything else to get. Or appropriate to get while eating alone. Don't want fast food.

Does anyone watch movies by themselves? I mean in a theatre? Well thats how awkward I would feel eating lunch by myself.

It's 8:30am and I'm already starving at work.

Don't want to hear about anyone's fights. Fuck people.

My emotions don't matter. I need to find someone where they do. Sick of giving, giving, giving. I don't ask for anything in return, but it would be nice to be surprised and rewarded once in awhile.

Men are useless? As if. Girls don't know a great guy if they were to slap them in the face and tell them to wake the fuck up. I'm totally being sarcastic about the slap in the face if you couldn't tell. They just don't realize a damn thing and certain ones just complaining instead of taking action on it.

If you think men are useless. You're talking to the wrong men. And I'm just wasting my time. Have been for a quarter of a century.

Not looking forward to this.

I think her and Jon would make a perfect couple.

I still like you sometimes and it hurts but it's strictly as a friend. It's too bad we can't be though. Those were fun times.

Today went great. I'm really surprised. All of them listened to me except one. He's a handful everyday though.

I was glad I got a later break today. I wish it was like that everyday.

I gave up trying to be a teacher. I just lost the drive, passion, and love for it. Right now I'm just going through the motions. I still love working with children, I just don't like everything else that goes with being a teacher. I would love the pay, vacation, and holidays though. Would never complain about that if I was a real teacher that is. Right now I'm just a babysitter who gets less pay and has way more children to take care of than an actual babysitter.

You really need to say sorry. Just say it. It's easy if you try. Say it like you mean it too. I'm Sorry Byron. Three words or four depending on if you count a contraction as one word or two.

It's sad that it's honestly the best thing that has ever happened to her and one of the worst things for society. I want to see who the hell the dad is.

It is a little boring when they are all asleep. Never had this happen before.

I gave her a chance. She didn't take it. It's not worth it.