Love him...hate him. Gay. Straight. Weirdo. Creepster. This dude can sing. Oldie but a goodie. This is before he got too messed up at least.
Loving this song Man in the Mirror
Sweet lyrics
"I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favorite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs...
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)"
Hey you know how I told you about Saturday and those girls using me, well like to get to their place I had to go down Rt. 11 South and on an overpass there was confetti spray paint stuff that said 9/11 was an inside job and I couldn't help but think of you.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
some randomness for you
I used an ATM machine for the first time on Saturday. Go me!
Used GPS for the first time as well. It was fun. It's addicting. Makes me want to go everywhere now. Just need a reliable car and a road buddy. Road Trip!
I wanted to see it through so sue me. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy. I think it's just another funny story to add to my collection. My collection of mishaps and missed connections.
She gave me a hug at least.
We had a few cool conversations before shes not just a hot girl. When I talk to her I come up with a lot of funny jokes I normally wouldn't and she laughs at them. It makes me feel good.
Yesterday I took books back to the library. Pretty much got stood up. Since, she didn't answer my call on whether or not she still wanted me to come over.
I try to be a nice guy and when that doesn't work I go for the kill and end up striking out on one pitch.
It's not like me to give things that don't belong to me away so don't even go there.
My work is never done.
Fed a baby. Got thrown up on burping said baby. Took pictures with baby. Sent pictures to mom. Mom not impressed. Mom like pictures of baby just not with me.
That ship sailed long ago.
Really long day yesterday. I felt sick because I didn't wear a hoodie looking for cars on Sunday. It rained and was a little windy. I'm sensitive that way. If it's not above 60 I should wear a hoodie to protect my ears from the elements. I have no idea what kind of car to get. Why do they have to be so expensive? I just want one in good shape, low miles, runs good, shiny, looks sharp, and priced reasonably good is that too much to ask?
The snow really surprised me. Thought we were finally done with that this season. It was ideal though came right off and nothing needed defrosted. I could easily live with that set-up. This morning however was a different story. I hate defrosting my damn car it takes forever. F-O-R-E-V-E-R!
Drinking a screwdriver.
Sample of what happened Saturday night:
"Try this on. I think it will look good on you."
"It won't fit, your heads too big/"
Yeah, that's right. That's what she said.
My ankle bone feels better finally.
I have sinus congestion due to the weather changes. Frost this morning and then it was warm enough to not even need a long sleeve shirt. Stupid Ohio weather. I should use the neti pot tonight.
I love mashed potatoes and gravy. KFC is good. Hardees is better.
I need more sleep at night. I was doing good until that hour change messed up my schedule. My internal clock.
I like Tuesdays for one reason there are like 4 shows I like watching on Monday and I dvr them and watch them on Tuesday. So, it is a nice commercial free evening of laughs.
Cavs play tonight. I was gonna go out and watch them but I'm too tired. They better not lose to Detroit.
Growing my hair out for you. All for you.
Jordan Schafer spent most of his bonus money on a 90,000 dollar pitching machine system that can replicate the pitches thrown by whatever pitcher he types in. So basically he can try hitting pitches from All-Stars whenever he wants in a batting cage type setting. Pretty sweet. Wish I had one of those. Some people just love to hit. They were born to hit. I hope this kid is one of them.
Cool article on him if anyone cares. It takes about his tattoo's which are pretty long sayings. Make me want to see them.
http://sports.yahoo.com/mlb/news?slug=ge-schaferbraves032809&prov=yhoo&type=lgns
Used GPS for the first time as well. It was fun. It's addicting. Makes me want to go everywhere now. Just need a reliable car and a road buddy. Road Trip!
I wanted to see it through so sue me. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy. I think it's just another funny story to add to my collection. My collection of mishaps and missed connections.
She gave me a hug at least.
We had a few cool conversations before shes not just a hot girl. When I talk to her I come up with a lot of funny jokes I normally wouldn't and she laughs at them. It makes me feel good.
Yesterday I took books back to the library. Pretty much got stood up. Since, she didn't answer my call on whether or not she still wanted me to come over.
I try to be a nice guy and when that doesn't work I go for the kill and end up striking out on one pitch.
It's not like me to give things that don't belong to me away so don't even go there.
My work is never done.
Fed a baby. Got thrown up on burping said baby. Took pictures with baby. Sent pictures to mom. Mom not impressed. Mom like pictures of baby just not with me.
That ship sailed long ago.
Really long day yesterday. I felt sick because I didn't wear a hoodie looking for cars on Sunday. It rained and was a little windy. I'm sensitive that way. If it's not above 60 I should wear a hoodie to protect my ears from the elements. I have no idea what kind of car to get. Why do they have to be so expensive? I just want one in good shape, low miles, runs good, shiny, looks sharp, and priced reasonably good is that too much to ask?
The snow really surprised me. Thought we were finally done with that this season. It was ideal though came right off and nothing needed defrosted. I could easily live with that set-up. This morning however was a different story. I hate defrosting my damn car it takes forever. F-O-R-E-V-E-R!
Drinking a screwdriver.
Sample of what happened Saturday night:
"Try this on. I think it will look good on you."
"It won't fit, your heads too big/"
Yeah, that's right. That's what she said.
My ankle bone feels better finally.
I have sinus congestion due to the weather changes. Frost this morning and then it was warm enough to not even need a long sleeve shirt. Stupid Ohio weather. I should use the neti pot tonight.
I love mashed potatoes and gravy. KFC is good. Hardees is better.
I need more sleep at night. I was doing good until that hour change messed up my schedule. My internal clock.
I like Tuesdays for one reason there are like 4 shows I like watching on Monday and I dvr them and watch them on Tuesday. So, it is a nice commercial free evening of laughs.
Cavs play tonight. I was gonna go out and watch them but I'm too tired. They better not lose to Detroit.
Growing my hair out for you. All for you.
Jordan Schafer spent most of his bonus money on a 90,000 dollar pitching machine system that can replicate the pitches thrown by whatever pitcher he types in. So basically he can try hitting pitches from All-Stars whenever he wants in a batting cage type setting. Pretty sweet. Wish I had one of those. Some people just love to hit. They were born to hit. I hope this kid is one of them.
Cool article on him if anyone cares. It takes about his tattoo's which are pretty long sayings. Make me want to see them.http://sports.yahoo.com/mlb/news?slug=ge-schaferbraves032809&prov=yhoo&type=lgns
Monday, March 30, 2009
i am a loser
This is how pathetic I am.
There is this girl on my myspace page that I try talking to all the time and sometimes she will send me a message and she will act like she likes me but nothing happens and then she doesn't talk to me again for like 2 weeks.
So I keep trying and trying for some reason, don't ask me why okay because I'm lonely and pathetic. Anyways I ask her to hang out like I always do and she asks me if I want to go to Toledo to get a dog with her and I'm like okay if that what it takes to hang out sure I'll do it. I mean shes gonna be in the car with me for like 6 hours if that happens we have to get to know each other a lot better that way and she will fall for me. Yeah right.
So then it gets down to me coming over and shes like damn my mom needs me to pay my car bill or shes taking it away can I borrow the 100 dollars for the dog and I'll give u a check or whatever but you have to wait until I get paid again to cash it. So, I'm like okay sure. I know I'm probably being used, but I just really want to see what could come out of this.
I drive to her house and she tells me I have to wait for her roommate to leave so I go to Mcdonald's and eat and wait for like a half hour then I drive to her apartment even though I still hav to wait. Shes like I can't come up because her roommate will freak out so I wait in the parking lot for an hour in this apartment complex.
Then shes send me a txt and shes like Trista her roommate won't stop bugging her and that she has to go someplace with her really quick but she'll be back. Again I repeat really quick they just have to go to AT&T.
I see her roommate come out and go get her car. She is wearing really small shorts and I notice her legs. I'm really annoyed at this point so I txt the girl and I'm like your friend has really nice legs. She txts me Fuck you. She just got back from Florida. I'm like I was just joking, and when you came out all I could see was your hair it's like you were hiding from me but I liked it. So, her roommate pulls up in between the apartments and she gets in the car.
Another two hours pass and I'm still waiting in the parking lot. Yes two hours and I'm still waiting. I text her and I'm like seriously when are you coming back.
And she finally sends me a txt that says the only way her friend is taking her back home is if take them out to eat so I'm like ok whatever.
So they make me drive to Eastwood mall as if I wasn't nervous and played enough especially since I hate driving let alone in an area I haven't been too since I was like ten.
We eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. I had a Mohito, but then cut myself off because I was driving and didn't know the area. I left my carry out box there. Which was pretty much my whole meal because I was too nervous too eat. It's really hard for me to talk around two girls especially since they are both pretty hot and so I dunno I just look dumb and pathetic and I drive them home. I really had to use the restroom and asked if I could come in but the roommate just wanted to rest and the other girl said she had to return a shirt to her sister or something. So I couldn't even come in, because they both had stuff to do apparently.
And so I drove home.
Oh but I left out another good part. I'm in the front of the parking lot and they are like can you pull out around back and pull in between like Trista did because we don't like to walk out there.
Basically they couldn't even walk 15 ft to get in the car I had to go out of my way and do all that stuff like go in between the apartments right by the door and if that wasn't enough they txted me and asked me to move up another 5 ft. When they are still inside the apartment she txts me again and says Trista wants me to sit in the backseat with her is that ok?
So its like I'm some damn taxi driver or chauffeur. At least I put my foot down on this one and said no you have to sit up front or I'm leaving. Anyways now she wants me to lend her 300 dollars for a pit bull that is only 20 minutes or so from her house instead of the one in Toledo. As of right now she isn't talking to me though. Maybe she found someone else to use and give her the money.
So about 3 and a half hours of my Saturday was spent waiting and the other hours of it were spent being used more than I don't even know what.
I came up with a perfect cover story though if anyone asked me what I was doing waiting in the car so long like a freaking weirdo. I was gonna say I was waiting for someone to walk out so I could serve them some divorce papers and not to mess with me because I was on the clock.
Why do I have to be such a pushover sometimes. Also, why do I have to be such an introvert.
Kids eating chocolate is funny. They always get it all over their face especially since they hold it in their hands too long and it melts.
I need new night shoes or going out shoes.
There is this girl on my myspace page that I try talking to all the time and sometimes she will send me a message and she will act like she likes me but nothing happens and then she doesn't talk to me again for like 2 weeks.
So I keep trying and trying for some reason, don't ask me why okay because I'm lonely and pathetic. Anyways I ask her to hang out like I always do and she asks me if I want to go to Toledo to get a dog with her and I'm like okay if that what it takes to hang out sure I'll do it. I mean shes gonna be in the car with me for like 6 hours if that happens we have to get to know each other a lot better that way and she will fall for me. Yeah right.
So then it gets down to me coming over and shes like damn my mom needs me to pay my car bill or shes taking it away can I borrow the 100 dollars for the dog and I'll give u a check or whatever but you have to wait until I get paid again to cash it. So, I'm like okay sure. I know I'm probably being used, but I just really want to see what could come out of this.
I drive to her house and she tells me I have to wait for her roommate to leave so I go to Mcdonald's and eat and wait for like a half hour then I drive to her apartment even though I still hav to wait. Shes like I can't come up because her roommate will freak out so I wait in the parking lot for an hour in this apartment complex.
Then shes send me a txt and shes like Trista her roommate won't stop bugging her and that she has to go someplace with her really quick but she'll be back. Again I repeat really quick they just have to go to AT&T.
I see her roommate come out and go get her car. She is wearing really small shorts and I notice her legs. I'm really annoyed at this point so I txt the girl and I'm like your friend has really nice legs. She txts me Fuck you. She just got back from Florida. I'm like I was just joking, and when you came out all I could see was your hair it's like you were hiding from me but I liked it. So, her roommate pulls up in between the apartments and she gets in the car.
Another two hours pass and I'm still waiting in the parking lot. Yes two hours and I'm still waiting. I text her and I'm like seriously when are you coming back.
And she finally sends me a txt that says the only way her friend is taking her back home is if take them out to eat so I'm like ok whatever.
So they make me drive to Eastwood mall as if I wasn't nervous and played enough especially since I hate driving let alone in an area I haven't been too since I was like ten.
We eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. I had a Mohito, but then cut myself off because I was driving and didn't know the area. I left my carry out box there. Which was pretty much my whole meal because I was too nervous too eat. It's really hard for me to talk around two girls especially since they are both pretty hot and so I dunno I just look dumb and pathetic and I drive them home. I really had to use the restroom and asked if I could come in but the roommate just wanted to rest and the other girl said she had to return a shirt to her sister or something. So I couldn't even come in, because they both had stuff to do apparently.
And so I drove home.
Oh but I left out another good part. I'm in the front of the parking lot and they are like can you pull out around back and pull in between like Trista did because we don't like to walk out there.
Basically they couldn't even walk 15 ft to get in the car I had to go out of my way and do all that stuff like go in between the apartments right by the door and if that wasn't enough they txted me and asked me to move up another 5 ft. When they are still inside the apartment she txts me again and says Trista wants me to sit in the backseat with her is that ok?
So its like I'm some damn taxi driver or chauffeur. At least I put my foot down on this one and said no you have to sit up front or I'm leaving. Anyways now she wants me to lend her 300 dollars for a pit bull that is only 20 minutes or so from her house instead of the one in Toledo. As of right now she isn't talking to me though. Maybe she found someone else to use and give her the money.
So about 3 and a half hours of my Saturday was spent waiting and the other hours of it were spent being used more than I don't even know what.
I came up with a perfect cover story though if anyone asked me what I was doing waiting in the car so long like a freaking weirdo. I was gonna say I was waiting for someone to walk out so I could serve them some divorce papers and not to mess with me because I was on the clock.
Why do I have to be such a pushover sometimes. Also, why do I have to be such an introvert.
Kids eating chocolate is funny. They always get it all over their face especially since they hold it in their hands too long and it melts.
I need new night shoes or going out shoes.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
No lie no way around it
I feel like...no I am the worlds biggest loser. The most pathetic guy award should go to me.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Tried to make a go of it
I looked good tonight. I really did. Too bad no one was there to see it. All dressed up with no where to go. As I drove through Jefferson I was surrounded by huge black trucks. Everywhere I turned there was another one. Get to the light a big black truck pulls up next to me. I drive through the light another one coming my way. I pull into Subway and an entirely different one than the 5 I previously saw pulls up next to me. It was like a nightmare. I think I ended up seeing ten just driving through the town of Jefferson.
Watched the movie Marley and Me. It was pretty good. I give it a 7 out of 10. A touching, warm, heartfelt movie. Made me wish three things. One that I had a dog. Two that I was a writer, columnist, or reporter. Three reminded me of how hot Jennifer Aniston is and that I hope I marry a girl that looks that good at that age.
Cavs starting five all scored in double digits for the 3rd time this year.
Is it worth 80 dollars for an eye exam so I can spend more money to buy contacts. When I wear glasses my already low self-confidence drops like 50% but at least I can see. Contacts will give me the best of both worlds.
Nice eyes...nice shoes...haha joking.
I can't sleep what else is new though.
Bring your own mug night was sweet. I still can't believe Jared was able to use a wine holder. A big huge thing that holds a bottle of wine and ice like you see in romance movies.
Woodchuck cider is so damn good.
The YPAC thing was a complete disaster and totally unorganized. Big waste of my time and waste of 15 dollars. I want my money back. I knew it was going to be lame and I wasn't even gonna go but then my friends talked me into it.
Had sort of a blind date meeting Thursday night. Went well for about an hour after that shit got sour thanks POD. A lot of baggage and drama hot girl though.
I hate waiting so bad. It...I drive myself crazy. Extremely impatient but I try to control it...hide it. To the best of my ability. Sue me.
My mission right now is to get more of my life on film or in pictures. So, I don't forget and have something to look back on. I wish I had a crazy girlfriend into scrap booking.
Congrats to my grandma for winning around 300 dollars at the casino yesterday which was also my mom and dads 27th wedding anniversary. My grandma usually loses like 100 dollars so it's kind of a big deal. Much love.
Finished Twilight a good easy read. Entertaining. I def think it could have been written in 20 pages though instead of around 500. Would love to see the cliff notes on it.
Some people put up a front while others put on a show. I just go with the flow.
I barely bumped the side of my ankle the other day and now it hurts so bad with the slightest touch.
The bottom of my foot itches.
I love being touched too bad no one will touch me...Too much info? Well you should be glad to know you're not privy to everything.
Watched the movie Marley and Me. It was pretty good. I give it a 7 out of 10. A touching, warm, heartfelt movie. Made me wish three things. One that I had a dog. Two that I was a writer, columnist, or reporter. Three reminded me of how hot Jennifer Aniston is and that I hope I marry a girl that looks that good at that age.
Cavs starting five all scored in double digits for the 3rd time this year.
Is it worth 80 dollars for an eye exam so I can spend more money to buy contacts. When I wear glasses my already low self-confidence drops like 50% but at least I can see. Contacts will give me the best of both worlds.
Nice eyes...nice shoes...haha joking.
I can't sleep what else is new though.
Bring your own mug night was sweet. I still can't believe Jared was able to use a wine holder. A big huge thing that holds a bottle of wine and ice like you see in romance movies.
Woodchuck cider is so damn good.
The YPAC thing was a complete disaster and totally unorganized. Big waste of my time and waste of 15 dollars. I want my money back. I knew it was going to be lame and I wasn't even gonna go but then my friends talked me into it.
Had sort of a blind date meeting Thursday night. Went well for about an hour after that shit got sour thanks POD. A lot of baggage and drama hot girl though.
I hate waiting so bad. It...I drive myself crazy. Extremely impatient but I try to control it...hide it. To the best of my ability. Sue me.
My mission right now is to get more of my life on film or in pictures. So, I don't forget and have something to look back on. I wish I had a crazy girlfriend into scrap booking.
Congrats to my grandma for winning around 300 dollars at the casino yesterday which was also my mom and dads 27th wedding anniversary. My grandma usually loses like 100 dollars so it's kind of a big deal. Much love.
Finished Twilight a good easy read. Entertaining. I def think it could have been written in 20 pages though instead of around 500. Would love to see the cliff notes on it.
Some people put up a front while others put on a show. I just go with the flow.
I barely bumped the side of my ankle the other day and now it hurts so bad with the slightest touch.
The bottom of my foot itches.
I love being touched too bad no one will touch me...Too much info? Well you should be glad to know you're not privy to everything.
Friday, March 27, 2009
don't feel like blogging
A lot happened Thursday night but I don't really want to blog about it if you're important or want to know I'll probably tell you.
One of those mornings you fall asleep right before your alarm goes off.
Any day I'm able to take the kids outside is always a better day.
This shirt is not becoming to me at all.
Is it bad that when people you don't like does something stupid or they get hurt in a minor fashion and you find it funny and it brightens your day and makes your day?
One of those mornings you fall asleep right before your alarm goes off.
Any day I'm able to take the kids outside is always a better day.
This shirt is not becoming to me at all.
Is it bad that when people you don't like does something stupid or they get hurt in a minor fashion and you find it funny and it brightens your day and makes your day?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
just a song
Another sweet song. I can't believe it's by Taylor Hicks though. I hate that guy. For no reason, but still. Awesome song though. Props. I can dig that Taylor.
push it to the limit
"Don't take the free ride in your own life" Great line from a Nickelback song. All the lyrics are super tight and powerful. I love the opening too reminds me of you Jay.
"My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift
And not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by"
Damn this is climbing the charts of my favorite songs right now. I'm going to vote it to top ten inspirational songs of 2009 and of all TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Okay so I might have gotten a little carried away with the of all time part.
I don't mind if you come to work with the common cold. I don't even care if you come in with the flu, but please don't come in with untreated pink eye. I don't want that. UGH!!!!!!!!
No, Stef ugh is not my favorite word. Top ten maybe. Shut the fuck up is my favorite saying though. Joking. I don't know what a damn comma is, so don't tell me I don't ever use it where I'm suppose to. I don't care if supposed to has a d at the end. I say suppose. Suppose thisssssssssssss. Don't edit my work from behind my shoulder.
Virant White Silk is good wine it was gone before I knew it.
I forgot how pleasurable reading is when you have no life, I seriously get carried away.
You're welcome for the apple juice. I hope it made your day semi-better. And the gum.
I'm glad you got to vent, whenever, wherever.
Cherries for breakfast.
Random lyrics to a song I'm working on
Screaming tears on the inside
Telling me it's time to get off this ride (emotional ride?)
I'd like to think we're close
most (need a line)
You don't even have to ask
I'm up to the task
mask (possible word)
She's my on again off again best girl friend
She's going through a tough time with the man in her life
From fighting to this?
What's that really say?
Have things really changed?
Or just rearranged
if you turn me into the bad guy
i'll never even question why
your motive to feel better
as your eyes become wetter
its a role that i'm use to
i'll never be the hero
cast me as the villain
because i'm more than willing
to take that fall
when your backs against the wall
and you don't know what to do or who to turn to
i'll always remain true through and through
if you take a leap of faith
and don't shove it in my face
you don't even have to think twice
you dont even have to say it nice
it doesn't matter that you were as cold as ice
it doesn't matter that you never took my advice
it's worth more than the toss of the dice
the chance that you'll finally see
is worth more to me
than the sacrifice whatever price
so if your counting on a prayer
look no further than the air
you're breathing in despair
'cuz i'll be there i swear
always the escape goat
whatever gives you hope
something to cling onto
when all else fails you
go ahead and beat me down some more
i'm already sick tired and sore
what would i give to once again roam those halls
and write your name on the stalls
I got my life and you got yours
Meet in the middle and aim for the stars
My heart is tender and you're just so rare
Together we'd make quite the pair
If we quit now we'll never know
So lets risk it all and give it a go
End of random lyrics by me
"Going to the restroom I hope is a private matter, but it's not personal we all do it."
This is in reference to me coming in to work after clocking in and using the restroom thus actually starting work at 7:32. Prior to this (like at least a month ago) my boss said (in a memo) all personal stuff needs to be done before clocking in. This was because people were walking around all over the place doing who knows what most of which was non work related and then actually spending time with the kids like 20 minutes later then they were suppose to.
Anyways someone made a joke to me about it and that's what I wanted to reply with "Going to the restroom I hope is a private matter, but it's not personal we all do it." But in person I usually only have the balls to say stuff in my head or days later.
I pushed someone away on purpose. You know that saying I'd rather be hated for who i am then loved for I'm not. Well in a way I'm selfish because sometimes I would rather piss someone off by pretending to be something I'm not then them being indifferent to who I am where I don't even matter. So, I just said fuck it and pushed someone away because they didn't want to be in my life all that much anyways.
Probably pissed some people off at the book club with my opinions mostly my sister. I can't help it if you get me started I speak my mind.
My meal was really good. Grilled chicken spinach salad and french fries. There was a lot of chicken in it which was great but surprising. It also came with an egg and crackers. I topped it all off with a delicious and my personal favorite pie: lemon meringue.
Next book is Goodbye, Mr. Chips about a teacher or something. There is a movie, but that's cheating. April 29th, a Weds at Jefferson Diner if you're interested. I believe the author is Michael Hilton no relation to Paris.
When I was 18 I had the woman of my dreams all figured out. She was etched into my mind. I talked to her last night for the first time in years for about 30 minutes. The conversation went great but I still have no chance with her. A girl like that will always have a boyfriend or a special someone in her life waiting in line. It was good talking to her though. She's something else. What a beauty inside and out.
"Oh I combed my hair today." Good for you lady. Who fucking cares. You should comb or do something to your hair at least everyday. "I don't care how I look at work." If you didn't you wouldn't talk about it so much. You do it to make yourself feel better about being lazy.
I know a lot of people don't care about what they look like at work, some do because it's all about presentation and they take pride in it and it's professional, but either way you slice it you don't go around talking about it either way. People tell you that you look good. You don't go around shouting it hey look at me I look good.
I need to download Chopin's nocturnes.
My reservations fro the YPAC thing on Thursday got sent to the wrong address. Bunch of idiots. Thursday night at the GaReat Complex in Geneva wear sports attire.
I polished off my vodka and tonic this morning. Last night I finished a full one and made another. That is when the sleeping pills actually kicked in and I managed to resit the urge to fight the sleep for a change. Therefore, I woke up with 3/4's of my drink left and I didn't want to waste it so I downed it. Don't judge me.
Ugh I know I've mentioned this before, but it keeps happening. I hate people who think they know everything. Just shut the hell up already. No one cares.
I'm so tired of listening to that dumb bitch Asa Cox in the morning over and over doing the same buy a home from me spiel. I want to hear music or at least the news not her everyday.
Thoughts while driving: Amazing purple horizon this morning. I love them. Now it's turning a little pinkish, but it was like three shades of purple at one point. You really should have seen it. If not you missed out...sucker.
I want a plum now thanks a lot.
"My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift
And not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by"
Damn this is climbing the charts of my favorite songs right now. I'm going to vote it to top ten inspirational songs of 2009 and of all TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Okay so I might have gotten a little carried away with the of all time part.
I don't mind if you come to work with the common cold. I don't even care if you come in with the flu, but please don't come in with untreated pink eye. I don't want that. UGH!!!!!!!!
No, Stef ugh is not my favorite word. Top ten maybe. Shut the fuck up is my favorite saying though. Joking. I don't know what a damn comma is, so don't tell me I don't ever use it where I'm suppose to. I don't care if supposed to has a d at the end. I say suppose. Suppose thisssssssssssss. Don't edit my work from behind my shoulder.
Virant White Silk is good wine it was gone before I knew it.
I forgot how pleasurable reading is when you have no life, I seriously get carried away.
You're welcome for the apple juice. I hope it made your day semi-better. And the gum.
I'm glad you got to vent, whenever, wherever.
Cherries for breakfast.
Random lyrics to a song I'm working on
Screaming tears on the inside
Telling me it's time to get off this ride (emotional ride?)
I'd like to think we're close
most (need a line)
You don't even have to ask
I'm up to the task
mask (possible word)
She's my on again off again best girl friend
She's going through a tough time with the man in her life
From fighting to this?
What's that really say?
Have things really changed?
Or just rearranged
if you turn me into the bad guy
i'll never even question why
your motive to feel better
as your eyes become wetter
its a role that i'm use to
i'll never be the hero
cast me as the villain
because i'm more than willing
to take that fall
when your backs against the wall
and you don't know what to do or who to turn to
i'll always remain true through and through
if you take a leap of faith
and don't shove it in my face
you don't even have to think twice
you dont even have to say it nice
it doesn't matter that you were as cold as ice
it doesn't matter that you never took my advice
it's worth more than the toss of the dice
the chance that you'll finally see
is worth more to me
than the sacrifice whatever price
so if your counting on a prayer
look no further than the air
you're breathing in despair
'cuz i'll be there i swear
always the escape goat
whatever gives you hope
something to cling onto
when all else fails you
go ahead and beat me down some more
i'm already sick tired and sore
what would i give to once again roam those halls
and write your name on the stalls
I got my life and you got yours
Meet in the middle and aim for the stars
My heart is tender and you're just so rare
Together we'd make quite the pair
If we quit now we'll never know
So lets risk it all and give it a go
End of random lyrics by me
"Going to the restroom I hope is a private matter, but it's not personal we all do it."
This is in reference to me coming in to work after clocking in and using the restroom thus actually starting work at 7:32. Prior to this (like at least a month ago) my boss said (in a memo) all personal stuff needs to be done before clocking in. This was because people were walking around all over the place doing who knows what most of which was non work related and then actually spending time with the kids like 20 minutes later then they were suppose to.
Anyways someone made a joke to me about it and that's what I wanted to reply with "Going to the restroom I hope is a private matter, but it's not personal we all do it." But in person I usually only have the balls to say stuff in my head or days later.
I pushed someone away on purpose. You know that saying I'd rather be hated for who i am then loved for I'm not. Well in a way I'm selfish because sometimes I would rather piss someone off by pretending to be something I'm not then them being indifferent to who I am where I don't even matter. So, I just said fuck it and pushed someone away because they didn't want to be in my life all that much anyways.
Probably pissed some people off at the book club with my opinions mostly my sister. I can't help it if you get me started I speak my mind.
My meal was really good. Grilled chicken spinach salad and french fries. There was a lot of chicken in it which was great but surprising. It also came with an egg and crackers. I topped it all off with a delicious and my personal favorite pie: lemon meringue.
Next book is Goodbye, Mr. Chips about a teacher or something. There is a movie, but that's cheating. April 29th, a Weds at Jefferson Diner if you're interested. I believe the author is Michael Hilton no relation to Paris.
When I was 18 I had the woman of my dreams all figured out. She was etched into my mind. I talked to her last night for the first time in years for about 30 minutes. The conversation went great but I still have no chance with her. A girl like that will always have a boyfriend or a special someone in her life waiting in line. It was good talking to her though. She's something else. What a beauty inside and out.
"Oh I combed my hair today." Good for you lady. Who fucking cares. You should comb or do something to your hair at least everyday. "I don't care how I look at work." If you didn't you wouldn't talk about it so much. You do it to make yourself feel better about being lazy.
I know a lot of people don't care about what they look like at work, some do because it's all about presentation and they take pride in it and it's professional, but either way you slice it you don't go around talking about it either way. People tell you that you look good. You don't go around shouting it hey look at me I look good.
I need to download Chopin's nocturnes.
My reservations fro the YPAC thing on Thursday got sent to the wrong address. Bunch of idiots. Thursday night at the GaReat Complex in Geneva wear sports attire.
I polished off my vodka and tonic this morning. Last night I finished a full one and made another. That is when the sleeping pills actually kicked in and I managed to resit the urge to fight the sleep for a change. Therefore, I woke up with 3/4's of my drink left and I didn't want to waste it so I downed it. Don't judge me.
Ugh I know I've mentioned this before, but it keeps happening. I hate people who think they know everything. Just shut the hell up already. No one cares.
I'm so tired of listening to that dumb bitch Asa Cox in the morning over and over doing the same buy a home from me spiel. I want to hear music or at least the news not her everyday.
Thoughts while driving: Amazing purple horizon this morning. I love them. Now it's turning a little pinkish, but it was like three shades of purple at one point. You really should have seen it. If not you missed out...sucker.
I want a plum now thanks a lot.
Monday, March 23, 2009
din din
Unscripted uncensored
How hay is it that I want a snuggie just to have one. And that book light looks sweet. I'm going to grow up to be an info commercial junkie. I'm surprised I'm not one already. I'm addicted to them, but as of now I'm too cheap too buy any of them. I think its the unwillingness to pay shipping and handling that saves me.
That razor sharpener looks cool too. They have a lot of the old ones at Drug Mart. Like they have a whole aisle devoted to unsold info commercial stuff.
I slept a lot this weekend. I caught up on T.V. shows. Watched sports and read a significant amount for the first time since I don't remember when. The book club meeting is tomorrow and I didn't plan on reading it. I started around 6pm and read off and on and now have finished 230 out of 255 pages.
I think the best way to cook is to make like ten things at once and then put them in containers and just warm them up when you want to eat something. Get all the cooking over with for the week in one day. I love cooking though. I'm just thinking of ways to not get yelled at.
I taught someone how to play the card game 66 that was an eventful night especially since he wanted us to rename it 69 instead.
I want to play catch with someone preferably baseball. Any takers?
I have to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, but want to finish this blog and too lazy to get up.
I'm going to start reading Twilight. I was reading it but then told myself I better read the book club book first. Now that it's out of the way I can concentrate on this phenomenon known as Twilight.
It's weird how I know more about the characters in this book from never reading it than I do about characters from books I have read. It's sad. And no I haven't seen the movie. Jacob, Jasper, Edward, Bella, Alice, Charlie, Billy. I know these names and I haven't read the book just from the obsession people have mostly girls who talk about it non stop.
I want to sit in my make believe study and slowly become an alcoholic.
I really want a freaking laptop. Then I would get some serious work done on my novels and short stories. Or so I like to pretend to myself.
I was offended when a girl said it was an amazing book but as a guy I wouldn't get it or therefore like it. I'm as sappy as they come folks so cut me some slack. I enjoy Nicholas Sparks books, so it can't be all that more lovey dovey and twisted. Plus I'm into vampires so that's a huge plus. Toddlers are like little vampires they bite anyone and anything.
I have an obsession with notebooks, journals, notepads, sticky notes, and paper in general. Sorry trees.
Girls freaking suck. They really do. I don't understand them one bit. They confuse the hell out of me. Sometimes I think about getting a quick fix and then not deal with them for as long as possible. But I have to end the drought sooner or later.
Time to start drinking again.
How hay is it that I want a snuggie just to have one. And that book light looks sweet. I'm going to grow up to be an info commercial junkie. I'm surprised I'm not one already. I'm addicted to them, but as of now I'm too cheap too buy any of them. I think its the unwillingness to pay shipping and handling that saves me.
That razor sharpener looks cool too. They have a lot of the old ones at Drug Mart. Like they have a whole aisle devoted to unsold info commercial stuff.
I slept a lot this weekend. I caught up on T.V. shows. Watched sports and read a significant amount for the first time since I don't remember when. The book club meeting is tomorrow and I didn't plan on reading it. I started around 6pm and read off and on and now have finished 230 out of 255 pages.
I think the best way to cook is to make like ten things at once and then put them in containers and just warm them up when you want to eat something. Get all the cooking over with for the week in one day. I love cooking though. I'm just thinking of ways to not get yelled at.
I taught someone how to play the card game 66 that was an eventful night especially since he wanted us to rename it 69 instead.
I want to play catch with someone preferably baseball. Any takers?
I have to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, but want to finish this blog and too lazy to get up.
I'm going to start reading Twilight. I was reading it but then told myself I better read the book club book first. Now that it's out of the way I can concentrate on this phenomenon known as Twilight.
It's weird how I know more about the characters in this book from never reading it than I do about characters from books I have read. It's sad. And no I haven't seen the movie. Jacob, Jasper, Edward, Bella, Alice, Charlie, Billy. I know these names and I haven't read the book just from the obsession people have mostly girls who talk about it non stop.
I want to sit in my make believe study and slowly become an alcoholic.
I really want a freaking laptop. Then I would get some serious work done on my novels and short stories. Or so I like to pretend to myself.
I was offended when a girl said it was an amazing book but as a guy I wouldn't get it or therefore like it. I'm as sappy as they come folks so cut me some slack. I enjoy Nicholas Sparks books, so it can't be all that more lovey dovey and twisted. Plus I'm into vampires so that's a huge plus. Toddlers are like little vampires they bite anyone and anything.
I have an obsession with notebooks, journals, notepads, sticky notes, and paper in general. Sorry trees.
Girls freaking suck. They really do. I don't understand them one bit. They confuse the hell out of me. Sometimes I think about getting a quick fix and then not deal with them for as long as possible. But I have to end the drought sooner or later.
Time to start drinking again.
Friday, March 20, 2009
adfa
What kind of child was I? I often wonder. Was a messy eater? Was I helpless? I know I always listened to teachers. I was an angel. But seriously I wish I could go back and watch myself.
Big production about kindergarten that kids think its fun and exciting. It's really not but I'm glad they associate it as being cool. If parents build it up it will make the separation that much easier. More parents need to do that with Preschool because so many kids cry all day. Some for a month or more straight.
Immature people suck. People who goof off all day at work suck.
Bag of pretzels for breakfast. Only thing better than one bag of pretzels for breakfast is two bags of pretzels. Joking. I did eat two bags though.
I want to eat at Ms. Nicole's diner.
Now I want a jumbo pretzel with cheese.
I hate people who try to start stuff. Unless they are world shakers. But most of them are just regular barn burners. Starting stuff for no reason.
As I rolled out of bed this morning feeling a little sick I asked myself if I could make it another day. Obviously, I did, thankfully. I'm so glad its Friday.
Yep I for sure feel a cold coming on. Already a little light headed and for me that is the first sign. Throat hurts a little and my ears are starting to hurt too.
Yet, I will still do something tonight instead of resting up. Who wants to go bowling?
You have to admit that was one of the best zingers of all time.
I gave out a nickname to someone named Derek, not sure if its spelled that way or if its Derrick or even a different way all together, but his nickname is DRock I know I'm awesome and clever.
I need to shave.
I was suppose to get wings at the corner bar but my friend ditched out on me even though it was his idea because he wanted to ask them about their vegetable oil to use to run his truck.
Why do people think they are being yelled at when their boss is telling them what to do. They are your boss if they tell you to do something just do it. That is their job they tell you what to do. If they say you did something wrong and want you to do it a differently then just follow what they say. Geez.
Got stuck at the train tracks. Killed 5 minutes of my close my eyes in the car before work time.
So, I put my seat all the way down so I could lay down and when I went to work I guess I didn't bring it back up. I went to my car on break and kinda jumped in faster and harder than I normally would and the seat wasn't there and I fell backwards. It was so sweet. I wanted to do it again, but it wouldn't be the same if I knew the seat wasn't there. Or would it? I could just force myself to do it.
I was at work and my alarm kept going off because I switched them back to the normal time so I wouldn't forget for Monday and since I went to work an hour earlier they were going off when I normally would have to get up. It was on vibrate so it's not like anyone else knew it was going off but I still thought it was funny.
Poor Donte. That could have been me. Tragic. Sorry to that guys family.
Lebron had another triple double and the Cavs won a game where they didn't outscore their opponents in the 4th. Ain't that something.
This happened in last nights game
:00.0 CLE - L. James misses a 14-foot running jumper from the left wing (This is what the last shot of the game was according to yahoo)
I hate yahoo, I watched the play on tv and it was a missed lay up. Like two feet from the basket.
I hate paint. I really do. I know I'm a horrible person. But I hate painting with kids.
I want to make money off of t-shirts by having catchy phrases. That would be a bomb dope job. Especially, ones for little kids.
Like grandpas sidekick or grandmas angel or "If you think I'm cute you should see my mom." Parents will buy anything they think is cute. It can't be that hard to come up with some new ones and make money. I need to do it.
I ate like a pig tonight and I'm probably going to eat again.
Big production about kindergarten that kids think its fun and exciting. It's really not but I'm glad they associate it as being cool. If parents build it up it will make the separation that much easier. More parents need to do that with Preschool because so many kids cry all day. Some for a month or more straight.
Immature people suck. People who goof off all day at work suck.
Bag of pretzels for breakfast. Only thing better than one bag of pretzels for breakfast is two bags of pretzels. Joking. I did eat two bags though.
I want to eat at Ms. Nicole's diner.
Now I want a jumbo pretzel with cheese.
I hate people who try to start stuff. Unless they are world shakers. But most of them are just regular barn burners. Starting stuff for no reason.
As I rolled out of bed this morning feeling a little sick I asked myself if I could make it another day. Obviously, I did, thankfully. I'm so glad its Friday.
Yep I for sure feel a cold coming on. Already a little light headed and for me that is the first sign. Throat hurts a little and my ears are starting to hurt too.
Yet, I will still do something tonight instead of resting up. Who wants to go bowling?
You have to admit that was one of the best zingers of all time.
I gave out a nickname to someone named Derek, not sure if its spelled that way or if its Derrick or even a different way all together, but his nickname is DRock I know I'm awesome and clever.
I need to shave.
I was suppose to get wings at the corner bar but my friend ditched out on me even though it was his idea because he wanted to ask them about their vegetable oil to use to run his truck.
Why do people think they are being yelled at when their boss is telling them what to do. They are your boss if they tell you to do something just do it. That is their job they tell you what to do. If they say you did something wrong and want you to do it a differently then just follow what they say. Geez.
Got stuck at the train tracks. Killed 5 minutes of my close my eyes in the car before work time.
So, I put my seat all the way down so I could lay down and when I went to work I guess I didn't bring it back up. I went to my car on break and kinda jumped in faster and harder than I normally would and the seat wasn't there and I fell backwards. It was so sweet. I wanted to do it again, but it wouldn't be the same if I knew the seat wasn't there. Or would it? I could just force myself to do it.
I was at work and my alarm kept going off because I switched them back to the normal time so I wouldn't forget for Monday and since I went to work an hour earlier they were going off when I normally would have to get up. It was on vibrate so it's not like anyone else knew it was going off but I still thought it was funny.
Poor Donte. That could have been me. Tragic. Sorry to that guys family.
Lebron had another triple double and the Cavs won a game where they didn't outscore their opponents in the 4th. Ain't that something.
This happened in last nights game
:00.0 CLE - L. James misses a 14-foot running jumper from the left wing (This is what the last shot of the game was according to yahoo)
I hate yahoo, I watched the play on tv and it was a missed lay up. Like two feet from the basket.
I hate paint. I really do. I know I'm a horrible person. But I hate painting with kids.
I want to make money off of t-shirts by having catchy phrases. That would be a bomb dope job. Especially, ones for little kids.
Like grandpas sidekick or grandmas angel or "If you think I'm cute you should see my mom." Parents will buy anything they think is cute. It can't be that hard to come up with some new ones and make money. I need to do it.
I ate like a pig tonight and I'm probably going to eat again.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
slacking
Crowes nest was like a high school reunion on St. Patty's day. Some I wanted to talk to and some I didn't.
I had to sit at the bar and wait for my friend and his gf to finish eating dinner with her parents. They ran out of Reuben's and corned beef and cabbage there so that was a drag. That is why you should have invited me to dinner. I was looking forward to it.
Afterwards we went to Breenans which was the original place we were suppose to go to. It was packed mostly because it's such a narrow bar. We ordered some green beer and lucked out on a booth being departed by some occupants.
Side note. Seen a really good looking blond there, but she had a boyfriend.
Went to BWS after that and it sucked because the eating section was closed and there were no other tables open. I was starving, so I just got wings to go and I was done drinking anyways was at my limit since I was driving.
Is there someone in your life who whenever you see them you just want to punch them in the face. There was someone like that at BWs. Man I would knock him the fuck out.
Does anyone else for no reason realize that they are clinching their teeth together hard causing them to become more stressed out. It usually happens when I'm driving. I have no idea what I'm doing and then I'm like why the hell am I pressing my teeth so tight together. Drives me nuts.
Talk about having the road all to myself. Since, I had to go to work early no one was on the roads it was freaky.
It was fun talking to you on the phone last night again. Missed it. I get to hear more of what you really think and feel.
I don't tell kids who my favorite teams are because I don't want that type of influence on them. I don't think it's right. Some people shout out who their favorite teams are and tell them to like them and that other teams suck. That annoys me.
Sure, I taught them how to do a Kent State chant but they don't even realize that is a sports team.
When I got gas is when the straps finally broke under my gas tank. Makes sense now that I think about it. I guess when they are rusted filling up 11 gallons all of a sudden will add up and eventually do that.
I had to sit at the bar and wait for my friend and his gf to finish eating dinner with her parents. They ran out of Reuben's and corned beef and cabbage there so that was a drag. That is why you should have invited me to dinner. I was looking forward to it.
Afterwards we went to Breenans which was the original place we were suppose to go to. It was packed mostly because it's such a narrow bar. We ordered some green beer and lucked out on a booth being departed by some occupants.
Side note. Seen a really good looking blond there, but she had a boyfriend.
Went to BWS after that and it sucked because the eating section was closed and there were no other tables open. I was starving, so I just got wings to go and I was done drinking anyways was at my limit since I was driving.
Is there someone in your life who whenever you see them you just want to punch them in the face. There was someone like that at BWs. Man I would knock him the fuck out.
Does anyone else for no reason realize that they are clinching their teeth together hard causing them to become more stressed out. It usually happens when I'm driving. I have no idea what I'm doing and then I'm like why the hell am I pressing my teeth so tight together. Drives me nuts.
Talk about having the road all to myself. Since, I had to go to work early no one was on the roads it was freaky.
It was fun talking to you on the phone last night again. Missed it. I get to hear more of what you really think and feel.
I don't tell kids who my favorite teams are because I don't want that type of influence on them. I don't think it's right. Some people shout out who their favorite teams are and tell them to like them and that other teams suck. That annoys me.
Sure, I taught them how to do a Kent State chant but they don't even realize that is a sports team.
When I got gas is when the straps finally broke under my gas tank. Makes sense now that I think about it. I guess when they are rusted filling up 11 gallons all of a sudden will add up and eventually do that.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
whatever
High of Sixty yesterday around 60 at one point today. Inching closer to warmer weather. Yet it might spit snow tonight. Geez.
Yesterday. Are you Irish? I am today.
It was foggy and misty yesterday morning reminds me of Ireland scenes.
All my green St. Patty's day necklaces have beer names on them, except one, can't wear them to preschool or have them wear them.
I was wondering how long I could wear my Shamrock/clover hat before I took it off due to the fact that I would be afraid to get in trouble. I was thinking from 7:30 until 9:00 but I was told I could wear it all day if I wanted. Saweet.
Am I the only one that can't stand normal tissues? I use napkins or toilet paper to blow my nose. Something about tissues just irritates my nose even more.
Can't wait to read your blog! Exciting! Haha. You better subscribe now. You will double my official readers or followers thing.
Oh no anotehr week of American Idol.
Okay I admit Twilight is good, but seriously how in the hell is it that damn popular?
Cavs won a huge game against Orlando.
Making April is pretty cool. I like the song So Bad. Weird that they also have a song totally different called I wrote this song and this one starts off talking about writing a song too
I hit a bird this morning. Way to start out my morning. The gas tank on my car is dragging. The straps holding it up rusted out and broke or something. Had to fix it. Kind of a scary feeling thinking you might just blow up.
"Don't even think about, turning me down
I got plans, for you, out on the town
Don't even think about, holding me down
I got plans, to go, light up this town" Stupid song I started to write. I wrote this song...
Yesterday. Are you Irish? I am today.
It was foggy and misty yesterday morning reminds me of Ireland scenes.
All my green St. Patty's day necklaces have beer names on them, except one, can't wear them to preschool or have them wear them.
I was wondering how long I could wear my Shamrock/clover hat before I took it off due to the fact that I would be afraid to get in trouble. I was thinking from 7:30 until 9:00 but I was told I could wear it all day if I wanted. Saweet.
Am I the only one that can't stand normal tissues? I use napkins or toilet paper to blow my nose. Something about tissues just irritates my nose even more.
Can't wait to read your blog! Exciting! Haha. You better subscribe now. You will double my official readers or followers thing.
Oh no anotehr week of American Idol.
Okay I admit Twilight is good, but seriously how in the hell is it that damn popular?
Cavs won a huge game against Orlando.
Making April is pretty cool. I like the song So Bad. Weird that they also have a song totally different called I wrote this song and this one starts off talking about writing a song too
I hit a bird this morning. Way to start out my morning. The gas tank on my car is dragging. The straps holding it up rusted out and broke or something. Had to fix it. Kind of a scary feeling thinking you might just blow up.
"Don't even think about, turning me down
I got plans, for you, out on the town
Don't even think about, holding me down
I got plans, to go, light up this town" Stupid song I started to write. I wrote this song...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Until Tomorrow
A lot on my mind, but all I got to say right now is what a beautiful night to see the stars. Wish I had someone to look at them with.
Monday, March 16, 2009
I'm surpised I got this much out of me I'm beat
The Flair I couldn't allow myself to send, but really wanted to:
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
I'm counting the days till I see you!
Okay I'm addicted to the flair application now.
I can't wear a green shirt to work tomorrow because we have to wear a stupid uniform.
I'm gonna wear as much green as possible though. Going to Brennans sp? on Bridge street in the Harbor around 8 if anyone is interested in hanging out there. I'll be wearing lots of beads.
Okay this is going to bore a lot of people, my bad. Nice Sunday evening at Buffalo Wild Wings.
This is what the three of us got to eat. Those new twisted chicken things with spicy garlic and Parmesan garlic sauce for dipping.
Potato wedge basket with cheese and ranch dipping sauce. One of my favorite things ever.
Ultimate nachos another favorite. I could eat nachos anywhere, anytime and I usually do.
6 honey bbq boneless wings and 6 Parmesan garlic boneless wings.
I also had a Classic Mohito and a Tropical Mohito, they were both delicious. The bartender woman told me the Black Cherry one is the best. I will have to try it next time. I'm thinking if I had the Classic and the Black Cherry she would have told me the Tropical was the best.
We always have the same argument of whether or not you can have more than one favorite. I think you can if you can't differentiate between two or even ten things If you can like something the same than you can have more than one favorite.
5 Ohio teams made the tournament. Most of any state. You going to fill out your bracket? I challenge you to beat me.
I helped my friend work on his house Saturday morning and afternoon. I got beat up pretty bad. My arms were already sore from lifting. They got even more sore from wielding that sledge hammer. I knocked down some walls with it, it was fun at least. I stepped on a bunch of nails I'd say at least five only one punctured the skin though. Hope it heals on it's own and doesn't become infected or anything like that. Then on top of that I bumped my head on a metal pole used to hang up clothes in a closet. Might reuse it as a pull-up bar. Started a big bonfire to burn the wood and other stuff we tore down. Fixing up houses is pretty cool. I want to learn how to do everything. I hope to one day build my dream house from ground zero.
I need to brainstorm about cookie lesson plans.
I'm giving up trying to bowl with a hook or curve. Just going to throw straight, I'm much better that way.
I was so disappointed Crowes Nest only has Karaoke every other Saturday. Instead it was old 80's songs being played way too loud where we couldn't hear or talk without yelling. Went to Jewels after that. Too tired to talk about what happened there. It was rather fun though. It's a bar, people are there, some friends are there, you get the point yadda, yadda, yadda. Enough said.
Talk about a PDA overload, way to go Jason.
I simply can't take a whole week off, sucks I can't go to Florida.
So hungry lately. I've been eating a lot.
At some point you lied to me because you've said two different things.
If you're not my friend don't talk to me, because I don't need people like that in my life.
Listen to this song since it's St. Patty's day tomorrow. I love this song.
Christian the Lion pretty cool and inspirational check it out if you haven't already.
So, are you ready to get your green on?
Quote of the day: "The dance is a poem of which each movement is a word."
Mata Hari (1876 - 1917)
"Almost nobody dances sober, unless they happen to be insane."
H. P. Lovecraft (1890 - 1937)
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
I'm counting the days till I see you!
Okay I'm addicted to the flair application now.
I can't wear a green shirt to work tomorrow because we have to wear a stupid uniform.
I'm gonna wear as much green as possible though. Going to Brennans sp? on Bridge street in the Harbor around 8 if anyone is interested in hanging out there. I'll be wearing lots of beads.
Okay this is going to bore a lot of people, my bad. Nice Sunday evening at Buffalo Wild Wings.
This is what the three of us got to eat. Those new twisted chicken things with spicy garlic and Parmesan garlic sauce for dipping.
Potato wedge basket with cheese and ranch dipping sauce. One of my favorite things ever.
Ultimate nachos another favorite. I could eat nachos anywhere, anytime and I usually do.
6 honey bbq boneless wings and 6 Parmesan garlic boneless wings.
I also had a Classic Mohito and a Tropical Mohito, they were both delicious. The bartender woman told me the Black Cherry one is the best. I will have to try it next time. I'm thinking if I had the Classic and the Black Cherry she would have told me the Tropical was the best.
We always have the same argument of whether or not you can have more than one favorite. I think you can if you can't differentiate between two or even ten things If you can like something the same than you can have more than one favorite.
5 Ohio teams made the tournament. Most of any state. You going to fill out your bracket? I challenge you to beat me.
I helped my friend work on his house Saturday morning and afternoon. I got beat up pretty bad. My arms were already sore from lifting. They got even more sore from wielding that sledge hammer. I knocked down some walls with it, it was fun at least. I stepped on a bunch of nails I'd say at least five only one punctured the skin though. Hope it heals on it's own and doesn't become infected or anything like that. Then on top of that I bumped my head on a metal pole used to hang up clothes in a closet. Might reuse it as a pull-up bar. Started a big bonfire to burn the wood and other stuff we tore down. Fixing up houses is pretty cool. I want to learn how to do everything. I hope to one day build my dream house from ground zero.
I need to brainstorm about cookie lesson plans.
I'm giving up trying to bowl with a hook or curve. Just going to throw straight, I'm much better that way.
I was so disappointed Crowes Nest only has Karaoke every other Saturday. Instead it was old 80's songs being played way too loud where we couldn't hear or talk without yelling. Went to Jewels after that. Too tired to talk about what happened there. It was rather fun though. It's a bar, people are there, some friends are there, you get the point yadda, yadda, yadda. Enough said.
Talk about a PDA overload, way to go Jason.
I simply can't take a whole week off, sucks I can't go to Florida.
So hungry lately. I've been eating a lot.
At some point you lied to me because you've said two different things.
If you're not my friend don't talk to me, because I don't need people like that in my life.
Listen to this song since it's St. Patty's day tomorrow. I love this song.
Christian the Lion pretty cool and inspirational check it out if you haven't already.
So, are you ready to get your green on?
Quote of the day: "The dance is a poem of which each movement is a word."
Mata Hari (1876 - 1917)
"Almost nobody dances sober, unless they happen to be insane."
H. P. Lovecraft (1890 - 1937)
Mostly about Friday
I counted like 15 rabbits running across the road on Friday. 16 and 17 if you count the ones that didn't make it. (I didn't run them over.)
Instead of playing ABC game while driving in your car or counting semi's, count how many people are talking on their cell phone. I counted three people in a row drinking a beverage, now that is pretty nifty. Three people having a bottle raised to their mouth is impressive if you ask me. We all know the ABC game right? Where you start at A and you have to find a word that starts with A on a billboard or a car or something and you go all the way to Z and it's really hard to get them all until you get closer to Cleveland.
I got the song "We belong to the night, we belong to each other" in my head.
Kick in the reserves, I need energy. Jump, jump, jump around.
Cavs won again with another huge 4th quarter. If they keep waiting until the 4th quarter to start playing they are going to be in for a rude awakening come playoff time. Lebron third straight triple double. Although one website I looked at said he only had 9 rebounds. Are they going to take another triple double away from him? By the way this is about Thursday nights game I think.
Pens lost in the shootout. At least they get one point in the standings this way. They did this same thing again and then they won one over the weekend too. 5th spot right now.
No word back on my friend teaching me guitar. I guess that is what happens when you message someone on facebook who isn't addicted to it as much as you are. Update: He messaged me back saying he sucks at teaching the guitar because he has us learn one or two chords just so he can do solo's. Damn it. I really want to learn.
I never want to buy diapers. Huge waste of money. Need to come up with an invention to eliminate them. This is going to be hard.
We were the only bowlers for a second straight week on Friday. Someone please join us. Calling all bowlers or bored people to please go. It is fun and we can make it more so.
Instead of playing ABC game while driving in your car or counting semi's, count how many people are talking on their cell phone. I counted three people in a row drinking a beverage, now that is pretty nifty. Three people having a bottle raised to their mouth is impressive if you ask me. We all know the ABC game right? Where you start at A and you have to find a word that starts with A on a billboard or a car or something and you go all the way to Z and it's really hard to get them all until you get closer to Cleveland.
I got the song "We belong to the night, we belong to each other" in my head.
Kick in the reserves, I need energy. Jump, jump, jump around.
Cavs won again with another huge 4th quarter. If they keep waiting until the 4th quarter to start playing they are going to be in for a rude awakening come playoff time. Lebron third straight triple double. Although one website I looked at said he only had 9 rebounds. Are they going to take another triple double away from him? By the way this is about Thursday nights game I think.
Pens lost in the shootout. At least they get one point in the standings this way. They did this same thing again and then they won one over the weekend too. 5th spot right now.
No word back on my friend teaching me guitar. I guess that is what happens when you message someone on facebook who isn't addicted to it as much as you are. Update: He messaged me back saying he sucks at teaching the guitar because he has us learn one or two chords just so he can do solo's. Damn it. I really want to learn.
I never want to buy diapers. Huge waste of money. Need to come up with an invention to eliminate them. This is going to be hard.
We were the only bowlers for a second straight week on Friday. Someone please join us. Calling all bowlers or bored people to please go. It is fun and we can make it more so.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Thursday
What is it about apple juice that makes people pee more? Someone look that little tidbit of info up for me and I'll be much obliged. I could do it myself, but this way it is more interactive. Feed back much appreciated.
Apple juice this morning, means it's going to be a good day, right?
I can't stand people who feel the need to chime in on everything. Not even part of the conversation and they butt in. Especially, when it's a personal conversation between family and your just a stranger to them.
Why do so many girls give up on relationships right before I start getting to know them? They say they want to find a good guy, but never give me a chance. I just don't get it. Fuck it.
This is getting old.
So, I wore the same shirt three days in a row without washing it, but yesterday I got paint on it. Luckily, I have two work shirts now, since we have to wear them everyday. They are thick shirts, so they take awhile to dry.
It's not like I want to come home and the first thing I do is do laundry. I do a lot of air drying too.
I had slight road rage at the end of my journey home. I was behind the slowest people possible. I would pass one and get behind another slow car. Then I got behind a car that turned on its turning signal 5 times before they found the right destination. That was annoying. Take a deep breath.
I need to go to good will more often and find some deals. My friend might buy a top of the line sleeping bag there for camping trips. Hey, why not?
It's weird how certain people find a way to do things. They fight through it, overcome adversity.
So unprofessional that some people at work find the need to swear at work. Even more disturbing is that they can't stop themselves even while working around kids. It's like they are unaware or just don't care. I don't know what's worse being that dumb or that ignorant.
Working with kids all day and not having someone with my intelligence level to talk to gets to you after awhile. I know I'm usually a quiet person, but I have a lot on my mind and sometimes I need to talk about things with someone. Social hour needed.
What song has the phrase "salvation is now?" Someone please tell me. Is it something by The Fray? Maroon 5? Oh damn, I finally figured it out Dare you to Move by Switchfoot.
I want to use my new comforter and bed sheets. They cost like 140 dollars or something, but somehow my mother got them for 20 dollars. Wonder how that happened? They must have been trying to give it away. Extra, extra, clearance sale.
When girls say, "I'm going to go do laundry", it is code for they are going to go try to make a baby. Now every time I hear that I'm going to think of sex. Thanks.
New phrase to incorporate to someone you don't really want to talk to, "there you go."
I hate people who interrupt you to tell their story.
How do all these attractive women end up with deadbeats? Is it because they get pregnant? Have kids? Less of a person than they appear as far as looks? Hot but no brains? I need to find me an attractive sugar momma to live off of. Ghettofy myself.
I have a tormented soul.
Apple juice this morning, means it's going to be a good day, right?
I can't stand people who feel the need to chime in on everything. Not even part of the conversation and they butt in. Especially, when it's a personal conversation between family and your just a stranger to them.
Why do so many girls give up on relationships right before I start getting to know them? They say they want to find a good guy, but never give me a chance. I just don't get it. Fuck it.
This is getting old.
So, I wore the same shirt three days in a row without washing it, but yesterday I got paint on it. Luckily, I have two work shirts now, since we have to wear them everyday. They are thick shirts, so they take awhile to dry.
It's not like I want to come home and the first thing I do is do laundry. I do a lot of air drying too.
I had slight road rage at the end of my journey home. I was behind the slowest people possible. I would pass one and get behind another slow car. Then I got behind a car that turned on its turning signal 5 times before they found the right destination. That was annoying. Take a deep breath.
I need to go to good will more often and find some deals. My friend might buy a top of the line sleeping bag there for camping trips. Hey, why not?
It's weird how certain people find a way to do things. They fight through it, overcome adversity.
So unprofessional that some people at work find the need to swear at work. Even more disturbing is that they can't stop themselves even while working around kids. It's like they are unaware or just don't care. I don't know what's worse being that dumb or that ignorant.
Working with kids all day and not having someone with my intelligence level to talk to gets to you after awhile. I know I'm usually a quiet person, but I have a lot on my mind and sometimes I need to talk about things with someone. Social hour needed.
What song has the phrase "salvation is now?" Someone please tell me. Is it something by The Fray? Maroon 5? Oh damn, I finally figured it out Dare you to Move by Switchfoot.
I want to use my new comforter and bed sheets. They cost like 140 dollars or something, but somehow my mother got them for 20 dollars. Wonder how that happened? They must have been trying to give it away. Extra, extra, clearance sale.
When girls say, "I'm going to go do laundry", it is code for they are going to go try to make a baby. Now every time I hear that I'm going to think of sex. Thanks.
New phrase to incorporate to someone you don't really want to talk to, "there you go."
I hate people who interrupt you to tell their story.
How do all these attractive women end up with deadbeats? Is it because they get pregnant? Have kids? Less of a person than they appear as far as looks? Hot but no brains? I need to find me an attractive sugar momma to live off of. Ghettofy myself.
I have a tormented soul.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
take it or leave it
I can't believe the Cavs came back to win last night. They were down like 19 points at the end of the 3rd quarter, I was still awake to see that and I was like oh my this game is over. But no they came back and won. Boobie hit a big three, Mo hit a big three, and Lebron was just dominate like always in the 4th with a triple double. Mo had a bad night, the team had a bad night, but we still managed to pull out a victory that's what previous Cavs teams could never do.
I hate when you come to a stop sign at the same time as someone else. You want to be nice and let them go first and and they end up wanting you to go first, as well. So you sit there and no one goes. Then you tell yourself well I might as well go now and then they start to go too. You end up looking like a jerk and you think they look like a jerk when really you both were jut trying to be nice. Oh well, sometimes you can never win.
I had dreams of fires last night and things that would lead to fires. I need to be cautious. Like down electrical sparking power lines, gasoline spills, and other various fire hazards just kept popping up in my dream. I know someone whose apartment just burned down, but I didn't see it, I don't know how it got started, don't know how bad it is. So, I don't think it's related, just ironic, or coincidental.
Instead of replying with yea, yea, yea, over and over again when I'm talking to someone who is boring me or I don't want to talk to I'm going to throw in a couple rights, like just say "right" even if I don't agree with them. Not in a sarcastic way, just a right like to make them think I'm listening and paying attention and agree whole heartedly (is that a word? I thought it was but it saying its spelled wrong) with what they are saying.
Did I write about South Park yesterday? I forgot. So, sorry if I'm repeating myself, but I'm so excited that new episodes of South Park are starting tonight. I want to thank facebook for having a sponser ad informing me about this, just incase I didn't have it set to tape already.
Tickets still available for the reverse raffle April 4th. 40 dollars a couple. My talbe is filling up fast though. So, hurry up!!!!
I need to make it a point to try and not look at the clock at work. I'm a big time clock watcher lately and I hate it tremendously.
I seriously hope someone shoots that octuplets mom and kills her. Harsh words I know. I just caught a minute of her on Dr. Phil, I hate him too. Anyways, shes getting all this free stuff, all these hand outs, house, floors, carpeting, all kinds of stuff. From all these "family oriented companies" what a crock of shit they are doing it for advertisement pure and simple. All I know is it's a huge slap in the face to hardworking Americans across the country and especially to taxpayers. It's just sicking that these people wouldn't even turn the other way or think twice of helping out John Doe, but have 14 kids and they will wipe your ass for you.
Another promise broken
Words go unspoken
So much I want to say
You wouldn't hear it anyway
I miss your face
A familiar place
I miss your glare
And I miss your stare
I can't give up the chase
Still longing for that embrace
Holding onto a prayer
Just tell me when and where
I'll be there waiting
So give in and quit debating
Stop all of this false hating
Quote of the day: "If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant: if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome."
Anne Bradstreet (1612 - 1672), 'Meditations Divine and Moral,' 1655
I hate when you come to a stop sign at the same time as someone else. You want to be nice and let them go first and and they end up wanting you to go first, as well. So you sit there and no one goes. Then you tell yourself well I might as well go now and then they start to go too. You end up looking like a jerk and you think they look like a jerk when really you both were jut trying to be nice. Oh well, sometimes you can never win.
I had dreams of fires last night and things that would lead to fires. I need to be cautious. Like down electrical sparking power lines, gasoline spills, and other various fire hazards just kept popping up in my dream. I know someone whose apartment just burned down, but I didn't see it, I don't know how it got started, don't know how bad it is. So, I don't think it's related, just ironic, or coincidental.
Instead of replying with yea, yea, yea, over and over again when I'm talking to someone who is boring me or I don't want to talk to I'm going to throw in a couple rights, like just say "right" even if I don't agree with them. Not in a sarcastic way, just a right like to make them think I'm listening and paying attention and agree whole heartedly (is that a word? I thought it was but it saying its spelled wrong) with what they are saying.
Did I write about South Park yesterday? I forgot. So, sorry if I'm repeating myself, but I'm so excited that new episodes of South Park are starting tonight. I want to thank facebook for having a sponser ad informing me about this, just incase I didn't have it set to tape already.
Tickets still available for the reverse raffle April 4th. 40 dollars a couple. My talbe is filling up fast though. So, hurry up!!!!
I need to make it a point to try and not look at the clock at work. I'm a big time clock watcher lately and I hate it tremendously.
I seriously hope someone shoots that octuplets mom and kills her. Harsh words I know. I just caught a minute of her on Dr. Phil, I hate him too. Anyways, shes getting all this free stuff, all these hand outs, house, floors, carpeting, all kinds of stuff. From all these "family oriented companies" what a crock of shit they are doing it for advertisement pure and simple. All I know is it's a huge slap in the face to hardworking Americans across the country and especially to taxpayers. It's just sicking that these people wouldn't even turn the other way or think twice of helping out John Doe, but have 14 kids and they will wipe your ass for you.
Another promise broken
Words go unspoken
So much I want to say
You wouldn't hear it anyway
I miss your face
A familiar place
I miss your glare
And I miss your stare
I can't give up the chase
Still longing for that embrace
Holding onto a prayer
Just tell me when and where
I'll be there waiting
So give in and quit debating
Stop all of this false hating
Quote of the day: "If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant: if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome."
Anne Bradstreet (1612 - 1672), 'Meditations Divine and Moral,' 1655
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
just don't have it in me
New South Park tomorrow sweet. Can't wait.
Go Kent State 19 wins, please get one more and continue the streak of 20 win seasons. Great win today. Good luck on Thursday.
Pens you better win tonight.
Go Cavs!
Okay enough sports stuff for tonight.
I really want to learn the guitar. I've had one since I as 16 but I never learned for reasons I don't want to get into right now. I just have so much in me that I think would best be put to use with the help from knowing how to play the guitar. I asked a friend if he will teach me some, I'm waiting to hear back from him. Play it until my fingers bleed, paraphrased that from Jukebox Hero song.
Should I go to Florida? I would have to call off at least three days of work. Something I'm not accustomed to doing. I would miss Easter and that family function. Spend money and lose money from not working. Hmm, not sure if it's worth it. We would be driving, so no plane tickets. Like 17 hours in a car each way. I don't want to make you strapped for time though and ruin your trip.
No dreams to report.
Roll up my sleeves.
I made ten ring tones last night. It was rather fun. I need to make some more. Especially neutral ones, because I don't want I Will Always Love You playing when a guy friend calls. Most of them are loves songs or a guy singing directly at a girl. About having his heart broken or found.
Manipulation tears.
Something to do with there health that children should sleep when it's dark? Someone find me something supporting that. Because someone claimed that today.
I can't commit myself to wearing my smock at work. I love the pocket in the front though because I love to carry things on my person. I look gay in it though, so it's a no go.
I admire people with disabilities who don't use them as an excuse. Props to you.
Came home and drank a Landshark, that's the type of day it's been.
Slowly, but surely, learning the finer points of my phone.
Okay this is just ridiculous, my evening hours go by way too fast. How can I get anything done? I want to work out, I want to write, I want to read, I want to learn guitar. I want to watch T.V. I want to play games. Why can't I have no responsibilities and be a kid again? Plus I want to relax, instead I'm just tired and stressed all the time.
The beginning music in Diary of Jane just gives me chills and good vibrations, I love it.
Go Kent State 19 wins, please get one more and continue the streak of 20 win seasons. Great win today. Good luck on Thursday.
Pens you better win tonight.
Go Cavs!
Okay enough sports stuff for tonight.
I really want to learn the guitar. I've had one since I as 16 but I never learned for reasons I don't want to get into right now. I just have so much in me that I think would best be put to use with the help from knowing how to play the guitar. I asked a friend if he will teach me some, I'm waiting to hear back from him. Play it until my fingers bleed, paraphrased that from Jukebox Hero song.
Should I go to Florida? I would have to call off at least three days of work. Something I'm not accustomed to doing. I would miss Easter and that family function. Spend money and lose money from not working. Hmm, not sure if it's worth it. We would be driving, so no plane tickets. Like 17 hours in a car each way. I don't want to make you strapped for time though and ruin your trip.
No dreams to report.
Roll up my sleeves.
I made ten ring tones last night. It was rather fun. I need to make some more. Especially neutral ones, because I don't want I Will Always Love You playing when a guy friend calls. Most of them are loves songs or a guy singing directly at a girl. About having his heart broken or found.
Manipulation tears.
Something to do with there health that children should sleep when it's dark? Someone find me something supporting that. Because someone claimed that today.
I can't commit myself to wearing my smock at work. I love the pocket in the front though because I love to carry things on my person. I look gay in it though, so it's a no go.
I admire people with disabilities who don't use them as an excuse. Props to you.
Came home and drank a Landshark, that's the type of day it's been.
Slowly, but surely, learning the finer points of my phone.
Okay this is just ridiculous, my evening hours go by way too fast. How can I get anything done? I want to work out, I want to write, I want to read, I want to learn guitar. I want to watch T.V. I want to play games. Why can't I have no responsibilities and be a kid again? Plus I want to relax, instead I'm just tired and stressed all the time.
The beginning music in Diary of Jane just gives me chills and good vibrations, I love it.
Monday, March 9, 2009
true colors shining through
I just got to work and I need a nap. I didn't sleep at all last night just couldn't fall asleep. I laid in bed for like 9 hours and just didn't doze off. One of those toss and turn nights. The covers were all over the place this morning. Had too much on my mind I guess.
On the radio I heard this dude talking about how you should tinkle in the corner of a room at your girlfriends house and mark your territory and something about the smell of it will make her more attracted to you. Also, he talked about rubbing a little pee behind her ear. Just what I heard, don't hate the messenger. Like that Jaguar pee or whatever from Anchor Man.
I blog to see if anyone thinks like me. Not everything that would be insane, but even just one thing. Like one person thinks one thing and someone else another. Like oh that happened to me or I know what you mean. I try to share all my thoughts. Sorry if they offend anyone.
I heard that song when you see my face I hope it gives you hell this morning. It got me pumped up before I even realized what song it was, the song you wanted me to listen to. It was ten times better than the youtube version I listened to when you first told me.
I'm a cheater. I admit. I feel guilty and horrible inside. I feel bad. For 7 or so months I faithfully, dutifully, loyally took the same route to work. The past month I've taken a different course. I'm sorry. In reality it's more like we're separated because I don't call to see how she is doing. I don't even drive by to see if anythings changed. Yes the scenic route is ancient history now. We've moved on and gone our separate ways. The new terrain is just easier, faster, and more efficient. Maybe I'll go back to you someday. If I lose my way.
For some odd reason I continuously glanced down to see how fast I was going this morning and I noticed I was driving like 8 miles under the speed limit. I don't know if it was because it was dark this morning (because of the time change) or if it was because it was so windy? Maybe it was a combination of the two. Maybe I was just tired and more cautious. It's weird how an hour difference and the lightness/darkness level effects you.
It was so windy I thought the traffic lights were going to fall down on me. They were swaying all over the place.
So, this women at work husband is in love with the Akron Zips. I went to Kent State big rival you know. So, she talks about Akron all the time, especially when and if they beat Kent. Anyways, Kent State beat Akron last night 67-63. I brought in stickers of Kent State and gave them to her students to wear and put one on her clipboard. I wore my hat and one of my dozen Kent State shirts under my work shirt. Plus, I taught her class plus whoever else was listening a few chants. The one they loved the most was I say Golden you say Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden Flashes. They loved it. A lot of them said it. Some said Flashers, but hey that works too. So, I was randomly walking around the room later on and I came across two girls and one of them said to the one other one without being prompted. I say Golden you say Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden. Flashes. It was the funniest and best thing ever. Really made my day. I also taught them WE ARE..KENT STATE...WE ARE...KENT STATE and boooooo the rooooo booooo the rooooo they liked that one too because they are really into rhymes. This is probably gonna come back and bite me in the rear if Akron beats Kent State in the Mac Tournament. Savior victory while I can.
I wish I didn't lose my Kent State bracelets.
Bubbles bring out the kid in everyone as long as you get a wand that works. That is key.
I know I'm gonna get hell for this. People say be careful what you wish for, but I always thought those asthma pumps were the baddest sweetest things ever. I always wanted one, but not all the other stuff that goes with it like not being able to breath, coughing, shortness of breath, and not being able to run very far without needing to inhale. I just wish I had an empty one or something, but I know it's bad to pretend to need something you don't really need, but come on they are sweet. I don't know why people are ashamed to have them, because I for one like I just mentioned think they are the bomb. So, when in need get it out and inhale away.
Everyone looked sexy as hell in their work uniform today. I'm not even being that sarcastic. How is it girls look good in almost anything, at least cute. You pulled it off too bad I can't.
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell.
Man that is catchy as hell.
Haha.
When I said it to myself the first time without ever hearing it I just rambled it together, but when you hear the beat it just makes it flow and sound so baddass and smooth.
I hate when my cereal gets soggy. Don't you?
I want to go to church with someone. It's like a community. Something to be a part of. Some people need that feeling. I'm not religious though, just think it would be cool.
Some things in life you learn the hard way, there are no other alternatives.
ByroNova got beat down on Gangster Mind.
Okay this might be one of the dorkiest things I've ever posted but on my new cell phone as my background there is this animated lighter with a flame so you see the flame and its going back and forth like a real lighter would when you flick it and I think its super sweet looking and I can't stop staring at it. Anyways the real dorky part is, besides that I love that, I wrote a signature or banner message that goes right above it that says Byro the Pyro. And you just know I think I'm the cleveriest, funniest person ever to come up with that slogan. I just love lighters. I want to collect old ones. I have a few of them. I carry one with me all the time even though I don't even smoke. I love lighting them by rubbing and clicking it really fast against my leg. Anyways Byro the Pyro love it or hate it I'm running with it.
I got these funky towel shorts in the mail today. They are a large and look like capri pants on me, but they were free and I love them anyways. Yes, they are actually made out of the same material towels are and they are shorts. Pretty freaky, eh? If I go swimming in them I might drown, absorb all the water in Lake Erie.
Quote of the day:
"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want."
Ben Stein
On the radio I heard this dude talking about how you should tinkle in the corner of a room at your girlfriends house and mark your territory and something about the smell of it will make her more attracted to you. Also, he talked about rubbing a little pee behind her ear. Just what I heard, don't hate the messenger. Like that Jaguar pee or whatever from Anchor Man.
I blog to see if anyone thinks like me. Not everything that would be insane, but even just one thing. Like one person thinks one thing and someone else another. Like oh that happened to me or I know what you mean. I try to share all my thoughts. Sorry if they offend anyone.
I heard that song when you see my face I hope it gives you hell this morning. It got me pumped up before I even realized what song it was, the song you wanted me to listen to. It was ten times better than the youtube version I listened to when you first told me.
I'm a cheater. I admit. I feel guilty and horrible inside. I feel bad. For 7 or so months I faithfully, dutifully, loyally took the same route to work. The past month I've taken a different course. I'm sorry. In reality it's more like we're separated because I don't call to see how she is doing. I don't even drive by to see if anythings changed. Yes the scenic route is ancient history now. We've moved on and gone our separate ways. The new terrain is just easier, faster, and more efficient. Maybe I'll go back to you someday. If I lose my way.
For some odd reason I continuously glanced down to see how fast I was going this morning and I noticed I was driving like 8 miles under the speed limit. I don't know if it was because it was dark this morning (because of the time change) or if it was because it was so windy? Maybe it was a combination of the two. Maybe I was just tired and more cautious. It's weird how an hour difference and the lightness/darkness level effects you.
It was so windy I thought the traffic lights were going to fall down on me. They were swaying all over the place.
So, this women at work husband is in love with the Akron Zips. I went to Kent State big rival you know. So, she talks about Akron all the time, especially when and if they beat Kent. Anyways, Kent State beat Akron last night 67-63. I brought in stickers of Kent State and gave them to her students to wear and put one on her clipboard. I wore my hat and one of my dozen Kent State shirts under my work shirt. Plus, I taught her class plus whoever else was listening a few chants. The one they loved the most was I say Golden you say Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden Flashes. They loved it. A lot of them said it. Some said Flashers, but hey that works too. So, I was randomly walking around the room later on and I came across two girls and one of them said to the one other one without being prompted. I say Golden you say Flashes. Golden. Flashes. Golden. Flashes. It was the funniest and best thing ever. Really made my day. I also taught them WE ARE..KENT STATE...WE ARE...KENT STATE and boooooo the rooooo booooo the rooooo they liked that one too because they are really into rhymes. This is probably gonna come back and bite me in the rear if Akron beats Kent State in the Mac Tournament. Savior victory while I can.
I wish I didn't lose my Kent State bracelets.
Bubbles bring out the kid in everyone as long as you get a wand that works. That is key.
I know I'm gonna get hell for this. People say be careful what you wish for, but I always thought those asthma pumps were the baddest sweetest things ever. I always wanted one, but not all the other stuff that goes with it like not being able to breath, coughing, shortness of breath, and not being able to run very far without needing to inhale. I just wish I had an empty one or something, but I know it's bad to pretend to need something you don't really need, but come on they are sweet. I don't know why people are ashamed to have them, because I for one like I just mentioned think they are the bomb. So, when in need get it out and inhale away.
Everyone looked sexy as hell in their work uniform today. I'm not even being that sarcastic. How is it girls look good in almost anything, at least cute. You pulled it off too bad I can't.
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell.
Man that is catchy as hell.
Haha.
When I said it to myself the first time without ever hearing it I just rambled it together, but when you hear the beat it just makes it flow and sound so baddass and smooth.
I hate when my cereal gets soggy. Don't you?
I want to go to church with someone. It's like a community. Something to be a part of. Some people need that feeling. I'm not religious though, just think it would be cool.
Some things in life you learn the hard way, there are no other alternatives.
ByroNova got beat down on Gangster Mind.
Okay this might be one of the dorkiest things I've ever posted but on my new cell phone as my background there is this animated lighter with a flame so you see the flame and its going back and forth like a real lighter would when you flick it and I think its super sweet looking and I can't stop staring at it. Anyways the real dorky part is, besides that I love that, I wrote a signature or banner message that goes right above it that says Byro the Pyro. And you just know I think I'm the cleveriest, funniest person ever to come up with that slogan. I just love lighters. I want to collect old ones. I have a few of them. I carry one with me all the time even though I don't even smoke. I love lighting them by rubbing and clicking it really fast against my leg. Anyways Byro the Pyro love it or hate it I'm running with it.
I got these funky towel shorts in the mail today. They are a large and look like capri pants on me, but they were free and I love them anyways. Yes, they are actually made out of the same material towels are and they are shorts. Pretty freaky, eh? If I go swimming in them I might drown, absorb all the water in Lake Erie.
Quote of the day:
"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want."
Ben Stein
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Bring on the rain
I'm getting stuffed just waiting here. They are so much better this weekend at least. I told you, that you have to go on time to get the best pancakes.
Holding up my pancakes is a white collar crime Mr. Chatty Political Guy
Hey, she is old enough to drive and that is a lot of responsibility. Old enough to drive. Old enough to putt. That is a sexual innuendo involving golfing terminology where driving refers to actually driving cars, and also meaning using a driver while golfing. The putting I think is self explanatory. Pretty Qwerty isn't it? I know four year old sometimes go golfing but if you thought of that while reading the previous statement than you are the sick one not me. I did see a four year old get a hole in one on the news though not too long ago. I've never gotten one in my life, I will add that to my life goals. Sink a hole in one on a Par 3 or something.
I wish I could afford to dress like Princes Charles he was voted best dressed. I want tailor made suits so damn bad. Ugh!
Why do you think I have an obsession with the Mafia, because of their tight suits and hats. Duh!!! Not because they kill people over a cannoli. Sp?
Hop to the top regular mode my new high is 82. In Heli mode I have the 14th best score(tied for 12th) out of everyone in the world at 152.
# Name: Score:
1 SCJ80 164
2 Anup291 163
3 babartur 157
4 mooseandie 156
5 mastergohan 155
6 AppleJacks 154
7 chrham 154
8 dirtymic44 153
9 tmatos 153
10 StoneAgeAxeman 153
11 ipushmycar 153
12 OogaBooga 152
13 benharr 152
14 bclaudew3 152
I'm proud of myself. I'm a loser, this I know. Tell me something I don't. Word.
Drinking changes every social situation, especially when you meet someone for the first time and then you run into them relatively soon sober. This hasn't happened to me lately, just something I thought about.
I literally lost an hour of sleep over you last night. Too bad it wasn't with you. If questioned we could claim it never happened a magical hour lost in time. Qwerty.
Apparently I've been living my life with the clocks turned ahead for awhile now, so I didn't need to change them. No wonder I'm always early.
I got a new phone. I'm not sure if I blogged about this yet. It's pretty cool I guess. It's a Samsung Alias. I like the name Alias. It's all stealth like and what not. Don't know much about it but it's good for texting. I know the memory really sucks on it though I can only hold like 100 messages and my razor phone held like 700 or something. So that is a big negative. Plus I can't use recordings as my ring tones for people so that really sucks. Or maybe I haven't figured out a way yet. I really don't think I can though. Which sucks because I won't buy ring tones and I can't make any so I'm stuck with really horrible ones. I hate changes. I hate having to get to know a new phone and having to do all the contacts all over again. This is only my second phone in my life. Hard to believe nowadays. I just saw something on facebook where this girl broke her tenth phone or something. Crazy. That means she could have got new ones when they weren't just broke too.
The battery goes dead super fast too, what gives?
Pens won. Saweet. Huge win. Crosby got the shootout goal to win it against Washington and their arch rival (in my opinion Semin and Ovechkin (who is a monster). 47 freaking goals Ovechkin has. The next closet is 38. Anyways Tuesdays game is even bigger though for Penburgh though. It will really mean a lot to get another W two points in the standings and beating Florida who is in front of them.
Now I have a really bad craving for some more Thai Food. Who wants to go?
Personal referral link to gangstermind.com
www.gangstermind.com/?refer=599250
Listen to that thunder Qwerty.
Okay so I'm trying to think of a code name for something, I think if you read the blog you can figure it out. Way to obvious, back to the drawing board.
Damn it I can't find a single version of this song that I can embed on my blog so here is the url to youtube.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_kFK6d5p6o
Song I wrote:
The sky's exploding like a bomb
But nothings wrong, everything remains calm
I hold you in my arms, no need for alarm
Mother nature works her charm
Tears are pouring down from the sky
Fears are soaring away as we lie
Emotions escaping
Hearts awakening
As the winds help seduce
The feelings we produce
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Want to dance, in the rain
And scream out your name
At the top, of my lungs, Nice and loud
But always acted too damn proud
To play, in the mud
Now I can't, stop the flood
Soaked to the bone
In this love cyclone
Shivering, as water drips down your face
My finger tips trace the streaks of grace
We're so wet, yet there's no regret
A moment we'll never forget
Clothes stuck to our bodies
As I hold you against me
We absorb each other, never felt so warm
Brought together by this storm
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Copyright BCW
aka Byro Nova
Wish you were here cuddling with me Qwerty
Quote of the day: "The goal of life is living in agreement with nature."
Zeno (335 BC - 264 BC), from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers
Holding up my pancakes is a white collar crime Mr. Chatty Political Guy
Hey, she is old enough to drive and that is a lot of responsibility. Old enough to drive. Old enough to putt. That is a sexual innuendo involving golfing terminology where driving refers to actually driving cars, and also meaning using a driver while golfing. The putting I think is self explanatory. Pretty Qwerty isn't it? I know four year old sometimes go golfing but if you thought of that while reading the previous statement than you are the sick one not me. I did see a four year old get a hole in one on the news though not too long ago. I've never gotten one in my life, I will add that to my life goals. Sink a hole in one on a Par 3 or something.
I wish I could afford to dress like Princes Charles he was voted best dressed. I want tailor made suits so damn bad. Ugh!
Why do you think I have an obsession with the Mafia, because of their tight suits and hats. Duh!!! Not because they kill people over a cannoli. Sp?
Hop to the top regular mode my new high is 82. In Heli mode I have the 14th best score(tied for 12th) out of everyone in the world at 152.
# Name: Score:
1 SCJ80 164
2 Anup291 163
3 babartur 157
4 mooseandie 156
5 mastergohan 155
6 AppleJacks 154
7 chrham 154
8 dirtymic44 153
9 tmatos 153
10 StoneAgeAxeman 153
11 ipushmycar 153
12 OogaBooga 152
13 benharr 152
14 bclaudew3 152
I'm proud of myself. I'm a loser, this I know. Tell me something I don't. Word.
Drinking changes every social situation, especially when you meet someone for the first time and then you run into them relatively soon sober. This hasn't happened to me lately, just something I thought about.
I literally lost an hour of sleep over you last night. Too bad it wasn't with you. If questioned we could claim it never happened a magical hour lost in time. Qwerty.
Apparently I've been living my life with the clocks turned ahead for awhile now, so I didn't need to change them. No wonder I'm always early.
I got a new phone. I'm not sure if I blogged about this yet. It's pretty cool I guess. It's a Samsung Alias. I like the name Alias. It's all stealth like and what not. Don't know much about it but it's good for texting. I know the memory really sucks on it though I can only hold like 100 messages and my razor phone held like 700 or something. So that is a big negative. Plus I can't use recordings as my ring tones for people so that really sucks. Or maybe I haven't figured out a way yet. I really don't think I can though. Which sucks because I won't buy ring tones and I can't make any so I'm stuck with really horrible ones. I hate changes. I hate having to get to know a new phone and having to do all the contacts all over again. This is only my second phone in my life. Hard to believe nowadays. I just saw something on facebook where this girl broke her tenth phone or something. Crazy. That means she could have got new ones when they weren't just broke too.
The battery goes dead super fast too, what gives?
Pens won. Saweet. Huge win. Crosby got the shootout goal to win it against Washington and their arch rival (in my opinion Semin and Ovechkin (who is a monster). 47 freaking goals Ovechkin has. The next closet is 38. Anyways Tuesdays game is even bigger though for Penburgh though. It will really mean a lot to get another W two points in the standings and beating Florida who is in front of them.
Now I have a really bad craving for some more Thai Food. Who wants to go?
Personal referral link to gangstermind.com
www.gangstermind.com/?refer=599250
Listen to that thunder Qwerty.
Okay so I'm trying to think of a code name for something, I think if you read the blog you can figure it out. Way to obvious, back to the drawing board.
Damn it I can't find a single version of this song that I can embed on my blog so here is the url to youtube.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_kFK6d5p6o
Song I wrote:
The sky's exploding like a bomb
But nothings wrong, everything remains calm
I hold you in my arms, no need for alarm
Mother nature works her charm
Tears are pouring down from the sky
Fears are soaring away as we lie
Emotions escaping
Hearts awakening
As the winds help seduce
The feelings we produce
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Want to dance, in the rain
And scream out your name
At the top, of my lungs, Nice and loud
But always acted too damn proud
To play, in the mud
Now I can't, stop the flood
Soaked to the bone
In this love cyclone
Shivering, as water drips down your face
My finger tips trace the streaks of grace
We're so wet, yet there's no regret
A moment we'll never forget
Clothes stuck to our bodies
As I hold you against me
We absorb each other, never felt so warm
Brought together by this storm
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Out of this, comes a love
Formed by the hands above
Lightning here
Thunder there
All around, everywhere
Copyright BCW
aka Byro Nova
Wish you were here cuddling with me Qwerty
Quote of the day: "The goal of life is living in agreement with nature."
Zeno (335 BC - 264 BC), from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers
Saturday, March 7, 2009
enough for now
Cavs lost last night that was uber disappointing. They better make up for it tonight against Miami. Another show down between Lebron and Wade.
Kyle Busch races trucks as well as cars. The truck series are ran on Saturday's. Anyways he won his second in a row. Man do I know how to pick a winner. He is going to go back to back tomorrow too. At least I sure hope so. Haha.
God I love The Office. It always cheers me up. I was having The Office withdraws. I feel like I hadn't seen that show in forever. I'm addicted to certain T.V. shows. It's sad in away. I get satisfaction in my life thru a T.V. show because mine isn't all that exciting.
I'm mentally challenged when it comes to plastic wrap. I can never get it to tear out right.
We were the only bowlers at Jefferson Lanes last night. It was pathetic. After the league ended everyone left. Even though there is open bowling for two hours. We eventually got asked to hurry up and finish our game because they didn't want to stay any longer. I got some stuffed spuds they weren't what I expected but they still tasted alright at least especially with the ranch dip. The right ranch dip makes everything taste better. So, five people had the entire bowling alley to ourselves. It was like we were Lebron James and had our very own lane. Especially, considering Jared only lives down the road from the bowling alley.
Want to see the movie Knowing with Nicholas Cage, it's almost like he's playing National Treasure 3 character.
I need to buy O. Henry 41 Stories book, because it's my favorite book who cares what it costs. Cabbages and Kings is another book I need to get by him.
Reformed people are funny and cool.
It just wasn't meant to happen.
I just heard one of the best pregame speech ever led by a player. Totally brilliant seriously, too bad he had to be on a Michigan team. David Merrit.
Distraction is the key to life until you find something worth holding onto.
Kyle Busch races trucks as well as cars. The truck series are ran on Saturday's. Anyways he won his second in a row. Man do I know how to pick a winner. He is going to go back to back tomorrow too. At least I sure hope so. Haha.
God I love The Office. It always cheers me up. I was having The Office withdraws. I feel like I hadn't seen that show in forever. I'm addicted to certain T.V. shows. It's sad in away. I get satisfaction in my life thru a T.V. show because mine isn't all that exciting.
I'm mentally challenged when it comes to plastic wrap. I can never get it to tear out right.
We were the only bowlers at Jefferson Lanes last night. It was pathetic. After the league ended everyone left. Even though there is open bowling for two hours. We eventually got asked to hurry up and finish our game because they didn't want to stay any longer. I got some stuffed spuds they weren't what I expected but they still tasted alright at least especially with the ranch dip. The right ranch dip makes everything taste better. So, five people had the entire bowling alley to ourselves. It was like we were Lebron James and had our very own lane. Especially, considering Jared only lives down the road from the bowling alley.
Want to see the movie Knowing with Nicholas Cage, it's almost like he's playing National Treasure 3 character.
I need to buy O. Henry 41 Stories book, because it's my favorite book who cares what it costs. Cabbages and Kings is another book I need to get by him.
Reformed people are funny and cool.
It just wasn't meant to happen.
I just heard one of the best pregame speech ever led by a player. Totally brilliant seriously, too bad he had to be on a Michigan team. David Merrit.
Distraction is the key to life until you find something worth holding onto.
Friday, March 6, 2009
no timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Oh how I have yearned for and longed for this sweet spring like weather. How welcome thee are. I have missed you. Please stay long, long time. Seriously, though it is super nice seeing people walking around and having their windows down.
Huge, huge game tonight. Cavs vs. Boston in Beantown. I wonder if KG is out again, I think so.
Did you move the cubbies so the kids never see me?
"I'm ready to go right now"
I had a dream that Derek came to hang out with you at work, because he did something wrong and you played Risk together. Some reason you were in the toddler room with him. I had other dreams too, but I won't mention those. I'm going to Ocean City end up July.
Still waiting for that Big Smile.
It's funny that if you stare at something long enough you can imagine it in another place. Like I mean if you stare at something and then look at a wall you can see it. Does that ever happen to you? Too bad you couldn't stare at something long enough and then it was yours. That would be sweet.
Day from hell, thank God it's Friday.
Go bowling with me?
I thought a lot of things today, I really, honestly did, but I didn't get a chance to write them down. I was running around all over the place. Like a chicken with it's head cut off.
Mandatory uniforms are required at work from now on. That's redundant sorry. They are so ugly though, puke brown in color. First one is free, the rest our ten dollars. I guess you have to wear the same one to work all week. Because they don't have that money and they take like 2 months to get I bet. Pathetic. This might be the last straw.
Opened up a new account today. Cross something off my long list of things to do.
Quote of the day: "A banker is a fellow who lends you his umbrella when the sun is shining, but wants it back the minute it begins to rain."
Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)
"I don't have a bank account, because I don't know my mother's maiden name." Paula Poundstone
Haha that is so funny because they always ask you that question. They asked me that today.
Huge, huge game tonight. Cavs vs. Boston in Beantown. I wonder if KG is out again, I think so.
Did you move the cubbies so the kids never see me?
"I'm ready to go right now"
I had a dream that Derek came to hang out with you at work, because he did something wrong and you played Risk together. Some reason you were in the toddler room with him. I had other dreams too, but I won't mention those. I'm going to Ocean City end up July.
Still waiting for that Big Smile.
It's funny that if you stare at something long enough you can imagine it in another place. Like I mean if you stare at something and then look at a wall you can see it. Does that ever happen to you? Too bad you couldn't stare at something long enough and then it was yours. That would be sweet.
Day from hell, thank God it's Friday.
Go bowling with me?
I thought a lot of things today, I really, honestly did, but I didn't get a chance to write them down. I was running around all over the place. Like a chicken with it's head cut off.
Mandatory uniforms are required at work from now on. That's redundant sorry. They are so ugly though, puke brown in color. First one is free, the rest our ten dollars. I guess you have to wear the same one to work all week. Because they don't have that money and they take like 2 months to get I bet. Pathetic. This might be the last straw.
Opened up a new account today. Cross something off my long list of things to do.
Quote of the day: "A banker is a fellow who lends you his umbrella when the sun is shining, but wants it back the minute it begins to rain."
Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)
"I don't have a bank account, because I don't know my mother's maiden name." Paula Poundstone
Haha that is so funny because they always ask you that question. They asked me that today.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
sorry this is so brief
Just not feeling up to it my peeps. In a bummed out mood. Can't really think straight lately.
I never would have thought katy perry was this good looking. I like this song though in more ways than one.
I want to go run across half frozen ponds. Seriously, I really want to, I think I waited a day too late though. But I'm sure it will get cold enough again. I'm crazy like that. I can't wait.
How bad is it that I want Miley Cyrus? I'm going to hell I know.
I think quitting drinking pop has caused me to eat more.
Taking karaoke requests for Saturday the 14th. All our welcome to come laugh at me or join in.
Picture of me drinking that nasty stuff in my 70's shirt.
Sorry about the glasses.
I love the song The Resolution by Jack Mannequin but I can't find a good version of it on youtube. SAD.
Had some really good taco's and taco salad tonight. I purposely drop a lot of the filling onto my plate and then add more and so when I'm done with my taco's I just use a fork to eat the rest off of my plate. It's an added bonus.
Wish I had someone to get wings with though.
I hope you stop hatin' me. It's sad and uncool.
I have the sweetest pen ever, maybe I'll post a picture of it tomorrow.
Anyone want to do something this weekend? Let me know.
Quote of the day: "Have I inadvertently said some evil thing?"
Phocion (402 BC - 318 BC), from Plutarch, Apothegms
"No sword bites so fiercely as an evil tongue." Sir Philip Sidney (1554 - 1586)
I never would have thought katy perry was this good looking. I like this song though in more ways than one.
I want to go run across half frozen ponds. Seriously, I really want to, I think I waited a day too late though. But I'm sure it will get cold enough again. I'm crazy like that. I can't wait.
How bad is it that I want Miley Cyrus? I'm going to hell I know.
I think quitting drinking pop has caused me to eat more.
Taking karaoke requests for Saturday the 14th. All our welcome to come laugh at me or join in.
Picture of me drinking that nasty stuff in my 70's shirt.
Sorry about the glasses.
I love the song The Resolution by Jack Mannequin but I can't find a good version of it on youtube. SAD.
Had some really good taco's and taco salad tonight. I purposely drop a lot of the filling onto my plate and then add more and so when I'm done with my taco's I just use a fork to eat the rest off of my plate. It's an added bonus.
Wish I had someone to get wings with though.
I hope you stop hatin' me. It's sad and uncool.
I have the sweetest pen ever, maybe I'll post a picture of it tomorrow.
Anyone want to do something this weekend? Let me know.
Quote of the day: "Have I inadvertently said some evil thing?"
Phocion (402 BC - 318 BC), from Plutarch, Apothegms
"No sword bites so fiercely as an evil tongue." Sir Philip Sidney (1554 - 1586)
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
My bad
This is how close I was to hell.
The morning didn't start off well.I had a leftover pop can in my car on the floor.I picked i up along with some other trash to throw away. I guess it still had some liquid in it and I must have held it upside down after I crushed it together without knowing it because it spilled allover my jacket and some got on my pants. It wasn't very pleasant.
I brought a new tea mug in that was still wrapped in plastic inside it said that you should wash it with warm soap water before using it. I expected that but really wasn't thinking. Plus the one I left in my car had the tea bag frozen to the bottom of it.
I can't believe the Cavs won last night after being down 11 with 8 minutes left, but then they went on an 18-2 run at hone point. We ended up winning by 7 points 107-100. Lebron had 42 and Wade had 41. Wade took over the third and Lebron quietly took over the 4th although he had a lot, and I mean a lot of help from Mo Williams. Lebron wasn't as spectacular looking as DWade but he got hte job done when it mattered most. Sasha came back, so welcome back to him.
http://www.play4traffic.com/game.php
My high is 49. I suck I know.
I'm a loser. I'm seriously addicted to online games now. I need a girlfriend fast.
So, my internet and phone haven't been working. Couldn't finish my blog yesterday. I didn't have much to say anyways though.
There is seriously so much drama at work. Most of the stuff I didn't even realize, but I walked into the middle of a huge pow wow between three women gossiping today and telling stories. I tried to go into my own little world, but it was impossible. I just hope people semi-like me after hearing some of the things they say. If not, oh well.
What should I do for the Cavs game tonight against Mo's former team the Bucks? Go out? I don't know though I had such a long day. Just drags on and on. I'm complaining, but I feel I've got reason to.
We officially signed Joe Smith. He should help our team a litt,e a lot more now that Ben Wallace is out.
Moments you want to speed up, moments you want to slow down, momenters you want to erase or start over, or repeat. Life is full of moments both big and small. Make the most of it, right?
I need to find some ants for an ant farm.
I was forced to watch American Idol last night since the internet wasn't working. What a bunch of wack jobs on there. I seriously can't deal with the judges anymore. I use to be able to bare them, but I can't now they are too dumb. They almost always agree and it's just dumb. That is why Simon is hte best because he at least thinks outside the box. They piggy back off of each other too much.
I'm fragile, but I'm not going to break.
I'm at a dead end. Seriously I am. No where to go, but down. Unless I turn myself around. Glass ceiling.
Precious disappeared, she came around here just to get knocked up a few times. I miss her, but oh well. That's just nature. She was one of the most friendliest cats I ever knew though.
Silent Kill my high is 5750
Monday, March 2, 2009
hmm
My boy Busch won Sunday!!!
The Cure (the band) always picks me up. Ironic. However, I can't believe I traded in one of their CD's. I'm ashamed of myself. I was really young then though.
Disappointed in the pancake breakfast. Mostly, because we didn't go until 11:30 and its a tradition to go at 7 right when they open. The pancakes are prepared much better at that time. Instead of eating an average of 8 pancakes and 6 sausages, I only had 3 and 2 respectively.
I was physically unable to get out of bed at 6:45 though.
Sang karaoke Saturday night. My first song went badly. I think I made up for it a little bit on my next two though. Hard too Handle, Margaritaville, and Kryptonite. There were a lot of horrible singers though. i think it was worst singers of Ashtabula County night at the Crowes nest.
Jewels was like a high school reunion. Don't know if that's a good or bad thing. Especially, if I've been drinking heavily. If I was more of a jam packed crowd person Jewels would be even better.
I'm sad to report that I drank the garlic juice of the wings for ten dollars. It was not good. Luckily. I threw it up like ten hours later. So, it won't end up clogging my arteries. It could have potentially taken a year off of my life. Please don't think less of me.
Bowling alley was over crowded on Saturday night. We couldn't even get a lane. I never seen so many high school kids, since, well since I was in high school myself. I was all pumped up to bowl too and then we couldn't. Probably was a good thing considering Jason couldn't really bowl properly with a broken finger due to being beat up by a sophomore in high school mind you haha.
I'm like House and that dude from How to Lose Friends and Alienate People. I say whatever is on my mind.
Four or Five Jello shots were squirted into my mouth.
Gamebrew.com I have to remember to check that site out.
Jared officially bought his road bike and it is a sweet one. Now I have to buck up and get mine. I should get a car first though. That is more of a need. Even an apartment is a bigger need than wanting a bike, but who knows.
If I spend 1200 dollars on my bike and ride it at least 200 times in my life, that is like 6 dollars per bike ride. I hope I ride it casually more times than that. But like long distance riding, might be the 200 times I was referring to where I actually take my bike and put it onto of my car and go somewhere special to ride.
Someone said this today to someone else, "Be careful of who you gossip about." Because now there are new cameras at work with sound. I say why not just not gossip at all?
Part of me wants to have a bike at least equal to Jareds because in a weird way I've always measured myself by what he does and it would be nice to come out on top or break even at least once. I will buy a 2000 dollar bike. Haha, I wish.
Top 5 things I want:
1. Reliable car
2. Apartment
3. Bike
4 Kayak
5. Camping gear
Ways to get what I want
1. Get a better job
2. Get a second job
3. Find a roommate
4. Win the lottery
I'm thinking if I spend the money I am suppose to spend on lunch on lottery tickets instead. I can then afford to get whatever I want. Wishful thinking.
Who could I possibly live with?
I think I might start a bike fund, like get a separate account at the bank. Start it off with some of my tax return money or something.
I'm afraid to spend money. I'm afraid of being broke. Afraid of needing to ask for help or assistance. It's bad enough I still live at home.
Quote of the day: "We are visitors on this planet.
We are here for ninety
or one hundred years
at the very most.
During that period,
we must try to do something
good, something useful
with our lives.
If you contribute to other
people's happiness, you will
find the true goal,
the true meaning of life."
--H.H. The 14th Dalai Lama
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