should i post this?

I met this girl. by that i mean i actually talked to her and got to know her and hung out with her. even though i knew who she was for well over a year. I use to stare at her all the time when she came in. look her up and down. check her out you know. Never could talk to her though. Wanted to ask her out from day one!!! Her mom smiled at me sometimes. She must like this weird shade of green a lot!!! Because it's all I ever saw her in!!

You're nothing like I thought you were
you're so much more

i thought she was like this innocent goody two shoes mom
i still can't picture certain things but i believe it

light me a candle

she has a dark side
well not dark but a side i didn't know

i'll keep you my dirty little secret
who has to know
all american rejects

She has the most sophisticated peaceful serene room i've ever seen i can go on and on about this i really dig your pad

she thinks its messy.
it's not.
she could easily be an interior decorator thingy without even going to school for it.
i think she's a natural
she's a natural beauty as well

i keep putting things in my pocket, but they keep falling out. i will push them in deeper next time. okay?

forgive my one upmanshipness
its genuine sincerity

the beach was a blast
sorry i taught her how to feed pigeons

for real the best way for me to get more comfortable is to literally get closer to you
i wanted to kiss you so bad
and i wanted to go out in the rain when you realized it was raining and dance or something


i probably scared you away

i have a cigarette in my mouth

i wrote one article today.
going to try to write at least two more.
one will be easy, one will be time consuming
i wish my printer worked

i'm listening to music on youtube

my boss hasn't emailed me my assignments yet
not cool man

i ate a cheeseburger
going to eat spaghetti too
i eat a lot sometimes

i'm going to make myself work out today

i looked at my exercise ball and it is for sure 33% bigger i mean it is huge compared to yours. you wait and see.

i was right it is called wabi sabi

enough for now

yesterday was a great day

hh

NYE uneventful, the new year hopefully not so much. zero kisses. i don't even think i got a hug. pity me. pity the fool.

i like words. i like coming up with phrases. fragments. that show some type of emotion. any emotion. i want to see what reaction the words get. it's not a matter of who is saying them. it is a matter of what they represent, what they make others feel. not me. k?

bought a home improvement book. a Vietnamese cookbook. bought a how to make sushi kit with a cd with a class on how to make sushi and a special mat thingy.

go ohio state. go big ten. penn st. ohio st. wisconsin big wins.

I need cribbage players. get busy pegging or get busy dying.

too much snow.

my birthday sucked. oh well.

don't know if i typed this yet. but i bought bowling shoes. my bonsai books came in the mail.
started working out again. but skipped the last three days. not good. was just way too tired. came home from work and slept.

cavs are hot. wonder if they are going to make a trade.

still hate maginini. browns do this every year win a couple at the end ruin their draft pick status and give us false hope for next year. holmgren is a good choice though. glad about that. i wish we got something for derek anderson when we had a chance. i miss ken dorsey.

i pulled her back but she let go.

weekends eliminate all the gains i make during the weekdays

played tripoly (sp?)or something like that. it was fun it's like a combination of hearts, poker, and rummy. play with pennies. would be fun to play with dimes or quarters and win some real money.

at first i didn't want to see avatar because i kept thinking james cameron was kirk cameron. silly mix-up by me. i think kirk cameron is a lunatic. james cameron is cool. i admit you should never judge a book by it's cover though. so to speak. anyways i did see avatar. in 3d in fact. it was great. didn't think i was in a forest though. it reminded me a lot of the army vs. native americans. especially how cannons, riffles, pistols a lot better weapons than bow and arrows. too bad the buffalo didn't try to stampede some of the soldiers to level out the playing field. also the fact that they were so in touch with nature and the land and all that jazz very reminiscent of native americans. so yeah this movie was extremely hyped up by a lot of my friends as the greatest movie ever, so my expectations were a little high, but it's def. an enjoyable, partly sad and tragic, romantic movie. with the typical topic of you have something i want i'm going to fight you for it feel. not a movie critic. trust me i won't quit my day job...at least not to do that. although if i could i would.