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Classic Park for Captains games on Tuesday and Weds have feed your face night where for 6 dollars you can eat all the hamburgers, hot dogs, mini corn dogs, peanuts and popcorn that you want. Seems like a good deal, they will make money on it because they're getting people to buy tickets, plus 6 dollars plus you will probably need to buy a drink.

Go ahead and milk me dry just don't try to walk on by with that look in your eye saying you're about to lie

I love driving under overpasses when it rains

I want a rubber band ball

I need to go to the library and get x-men movies and have an x-men marathon
Mission accomplished

Work out last night was successful even did an ab workout on top of that. It was intense. (Monday night)

I hate when people say cool and they don't mean it...they don't even know what they're saying cool to that is rude and uncaring. A kid showed a picture from a kids book of a little African boy using the restroom outside, all the kids were cracking up over it and they said look at this and there was a boy showing his naked butt and going potty and all that and the teacher didn't even realize what they were saying cool too or about because they don't really pay attention to what kids are saying. That annoys me. You shouldn't be there if you don't care what kids are saying.

Got a good work out last night. I hope I see results. (Wednesday)

I wish I could do cardio, but I suck at running. Played catch with the football and ran some routes though.
Overall the night was horrible. Cavs blew a big game. Adam lost on American Idol. Too many homophones out there. It's disgraceful, to each their own though.

The Cavs lost. I don't even want to talk about that.

I want this week to be over. I want a new job. Why am I doing this? Where will it lead me? No where.

My dream is to have someone come up to me and ask "Have you been working out lately?"

I just want to stay home and enjoy this great day. Laid out for like 20 minutes yesterday. Wish I would have longer.

Laid out again today. I need to relax. Listen to the Pens game and maybe watch X-men united.

Maybe I will spoil myself with a Mountain Dew.

I'm gonna make some spaghetti and keep on dreaming that things will work out how I want them to. Take care everyone.

FML

It's been awhile. Did you miss me? Apparently. If you're still coming back to see if I posted a new blog. I bet you were excited when you saw that there was a new one. I've missed posting. So don't worry it's a two way street.

I bought one of my toddlers moms a shot on Friday night. It was funny.

Ran last night. Up and down my road. Also, jumped rope.

Have to stick to my lifting ritual this week. Shouldn't be too hard it's only three days a week, but our schedules have to match up or else I have to do a lot of extra driving.

Still no new car. Almost got one though.

Headache from hell

Went to the flea market in Andover. Tried to picture where you lived and tried to find where you work. Bought some hot yellow peppers and some kiwi. Would be sweet to have someone to watch a movie at the drive in this memorial weekend. Any takers? Hint, hint.

Love the X-ray of your hand. Brought a welcomed smile to my face. Wish I could give you an x-ray of my heart and you can observe how you broke it. Especially, when you threw it away.

They say kids smile like 250 times a day or something and adults smile only 6 times. I smile a lot just most of the time people don't see it.

I like it when I talk too, but I'm not going down that road alone.

The Magic of Lang Lang. I need to buy that cd. Kinda sounds creepy though doesn't it?


These are some thoughts I jotted down in days past.

Why am I hungry? I ate a banana and a nutrition bar this morning.

purelifebestlife.com need to go to that website and check it out

Ran at the Y
I want to play a dice game.
Why is everyone so unsatisfied with their job? It sucks. I wish we could all have our dream job. I don't mind working, I just want to do something I enjoy.

College is worthless. Except for the few friends I made.

Want to do something this weekend? I asked you that. You didn't reply. Obviously the weekend is over already so yeah.

I'm excited I actually have memorial day off, too bad I don't get paid for it though.

Doing chest, abs, and back workout tonight. (Friday) Then finally going to see X-Men.

That is a whole story in itself. Like three people talked on the phone during the movie. Some teenagers literally had full conversations during the whole thing. My friend went over to them and asked if they wanted to refund him his money since he couldn't hear the movie over their talking. It was funny.

They don't need more toys they need happier teachers. If I've said this before, it needs mentioned again.

I know someone who would be a perfect candidate to blog. I wouldn't read it, but she should do it. Instead of telling me the same thing over and over. All she does is talk, talk , talk. Blog and get it off your chest. Her talking is like my breathing she has to do it to survive or something.



I've been under the weather for like a month straight. Will it ever get better? I work out, I don't drink pop anymore, for the most part I'm sleeping better, but I still don't feel healthy. What gives?

hkadfa

Less talking and more watching and you would be fine.

Took some happy pills today. Don't leave home without them.

So last night I ordered 24 wings at BW's right? Along with potato wedges. I got them to go and went to the bar and ordered a mojito. It was really good and I drank it slow. I could tell the bartender was in a bad mood. I finished my drink wiped my hands. Pushed my drink to the back of the counter like a responsible patron does when they are done. I left a tip. Got up and threw away my napkin and straw wrapper and proceeded to go check on my food. Before this. Some more background info. A customer told her his bill was wrong. They don't accept that they are wrong at this BW's ever. I know this from prior experience. Even though they are all the time. At first she said no I'm not wrong. Go figure. However, then she realized she was mistaken. This made her mad and frustrated her even more. So, back to my story I just threw my garbage away and another waitress brought me my bag of food. The bartender was walking toward the end of the bar texting on her phone and looked up and seen her hand me the bag and she shouted I mean literally shouted in a bitchy voice NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Like I was stealing food or something. I turn around I'm like what the hell to myself what is with her. She's like what is that, he didn't order anything. The waitress was like Um his food that he ordered up front. I wish she would have said calm the fuck down to her, but she didn't. She needs a chill pill though.

Do I have to pull my receipt out?

Rude people don't sit well with me.

My big toe hurts for some reason.

Do chicks really dig forearms? I've never had them.

Complete opposties those two are. One is always happy with a smile on his face and one is always depressed with a frown.

My day of rest is over I need to work out hard tonight. Butt, thighs, and legs

Nothing to go out for now that the Cavs have a big break. I still need to watch X-Men though.

Boston might beat Orlando that is a little bit shocking to me since they don't have their best player.

We better take them in five at least.

Pens have a big game tonight.

Don't really feel any different from the body cleansing pills. I need to weigh myself though.

Yes or No?

afdfuu

Monday.
So, I took some body cleansing pills. You have to take eight a day for two weeks. Take them 4 at a time twice a day. That is a lot of pills. I'm kind of worried that I'll have an accident at work. That would be embarrassing. I probably should have started this Sunday morning instead of Monday morning. Then at least I would know what to expect. Probably not the smartest thing I've ever done.

I wanted to buy golf shoes at Dunhams today, but I forget. It was a today only type of sale. Bummer.

Working out before the Cavs game tonight want to listen to the penguins too. Cavs are up 3-0. Penguins up 3-2. Hopefully they both finish out the series tonight. The Penguins have won three in a row against the Capitals. It has been an amazing series. Evgeni scored thew winning goal in overtime on Saturday. The dreamer maker is named after him.

They're allowed to do whatever they want before I walk in. The smell is awful. I just sit down and wait for them to leave, so I can start cleaning up.

I need to get more out of my day.

Watched Jefferson vs. Perry Tournament baseball game. Said hi to the coach.
We won the game in dramatic fashion. 8-7 or something, a player scored from second base on an infield hit to win it. I think I was a good luck charm. I also watched my cousin and nephew play they are on the same minor league team.

Had a really great dinner. Some kind of special chicken, sweet potatoe fries, asparagus, a salad and some other stuff. I hope most of it was healthy.

Tuesday
I deserved a ticket this morning. I was going like 80 about 200 yards in front of a state trooper in the medium. I usually don't drive over the speed limit, maybe 70 tops, but I was singing Don't Stop Believing and wasn't paying attention. He must have been sleeping or not wanting to give a ticket at that moment. I was lucky. I'm grateful. Would have really ruined my day, my week, and my month. Probably my entire year. Haven't had the best of luck when it comes to that stuff. Thank you for not giving me a ticket.

Cavs won last night. Yeah!! Penguins lost though. Boo!!! Now they have to play a game seven where anything can happen. Please win.

If I ask you if you want breakfast and you tell me no, don't tell me you would like breakfast come five or ten minutes later. I'm not running a bed and breakfast.

I can't get the damn sticky resin off of my flask. I'm pissed. What do I have to put on it nail polish? WD40?

I slept my evening away. I probably won't be able to sleep tonight. Got wings at BW's. I'm allowing myself to have one unhealthy day a week, it might as well be Fat Tuesday. Still, not allowing myself to drink pop though, have to cut that out.

Sitting here eating grapes and drinking orange juice.

I bought some soy milk, it's really good. I wish it wasn't so expensive though.

fd

Happy Official Mother's Day to all the mother's out there
Take care of your babies, save the children

Hope you feel better

I think I pulled something in my rib cage
Ouch

finish this later

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions, they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Came close to buying a new car. Maybe Tuesday.

Spent 50 dollars at the Amish store. I'm pretty happy with that. Got a lot of things I wanted. Way too long of a list to post though. A lot of personal items and a lot of snacks with a lot of protein and for the most part healthy.

Cavs on at 8. Can't find anyone to watch it with me.

Shaved. Bought a loathing shaving cream brush thingy made from real boar hair or something. I love it. Not quite the 80 dollar one I saw on Mens Health , but oh well.

don't understand

Is it just me or do women look hotter when they are driving in their cars? I pass all of these girls and I'm like shes hot, but where do all these women go? I never see them anywhere outside of their vehicles. I guess anyone can technically look good from the neck up from ten or so feet away for about two and a half seconds. I imagine women feel the same way about men in cars. Or maybe it's just that we only remember the ones we think are good looking and just forget the rest or don't pay attention to the rest.

I would like to see Stone Hedge. Make my own miniature Stone Hedge.

Had this song on my mind all day. Hero, Mariah Carey



My chest hurts. Sharp pain. Not good. I think it's from the sets of pull-ups. Didn't go to the Y to run because of it.
Did six sets of pull-ups and some leg exercises. I don't want white, skinny legs.

Ran with Jared later that night though. Man do I suck. It's embarrassing.

2 bags of fritos for breakfast. Cup of orange juice. Way to go Byron. Plus I had a hard boiled egg before that. Had a big lunch that day too. It's Thursday by the way. 1 and a half grilled cheese sandwiches, over a bowl of tomato soup, bowl of fruit, and a pickle. Might as well talk about my dinner too. Stir Fry, two helpings man was it delicious. Then I went to Jared's to run like I said and watch the Cavs. Didn't drink any beer because I want to have abs. Like that will really happen. Confidence.

Happy Mother's Day on Sunday to all the mom's out there and a special Happy Mother's Day too you. Wish I could take you out on a date for it.

Printed out all the Mens Health reports at work. About 40 pages hell yea. Take that low paying job. Way to sock it to the man. To me it's like ten bucks worth of ink at least. Especially, since mine is full but won't print worth a damn. Bought two years worth of Mens Health for 40 dollars. I think it's a good investment.

I stress myself out. I want to own a home so bad.

Your complexion looks great, tanner, really beautiful.

Why does everyone ignore me? She don't even care.

Shocker on American Idol on Tuesday. Sorry Allison.

Want to jump rope but the concrete messes up my new jump rope cord.

Steady life style of exercises, fruits, vegetables, and nuts.
Bought soy milk, bananas, almonds, strawberries, green peppers, cucumbers, grapes, and apples.

So the toddlers made Mother's Day Cards. Flowers with their hand prints. So, I wrote a poem to go inside of it. It went like this:

We don't know what is with all the fuss
Because if it were up to us
Mother's Day would be every day of the year
On both rainy days and clear
No matter what, because you're always there
Showing us how much you care
So, we would like to return the favor
And hope this card you will savor

A small token of our affection
For always pointing us in the right direction
Helping us with small tasks like putting on our shoes
And singing us a comforting song when we got the blues
But we're growing older by the hour
So, remember our little hands with this flower

Not bad, for literally three minutes? Eh?


Someone from Pakistan or some place just called me from a restricted number and woke me up and I couldn't understand a word of their babble, but they continued to call like 20 more times. I'm kind of irritated.

I want a Mountain Dew so damn bad. But I'm trying to resist the urge.

weird

Work gets in the way of a good story. Seriously wish I was making money writing.

Growing up I dreamed of never having to work a day of my life. Well you can throw that one out the window.

I use to love coming to work for the pure simple reason that I got to see you. Now it just brings me pain.

Anyone want to buy a house together?

Why are certain kids violent?

I need to buy some cognac. I need a man cave.

I want a jar of marbles.
(Just accomplished)

Went to the salvation army store. I wanted to find a book shelf. Didn't find one. Bought two pairs of pants instead. 9 dollars all together. Not bad.

I need to start reading my vocabulary book again.
I love words. I think I've said this before.

Save dip containers. Other containers with lids. You can do all sorts of things with them. As well as other things you might just think are garbage can be useful.

I need to rent the movie Milo.

My ass hurts so bad from that bike ride. I know it sound gay but it does.

Anyone ever got 2 for Tuesday from Subway if you buy a drink you get another sub for 99 cents? Do you buy chips and a drink or just a drink? I say it's both, but they only gave me a drink last time.

If the Cavs weren't on I would have refueled my body with some pasta with the bike club at Carouso's sp?. Pasta is like the best thing for you before or after a strenuous activity.

The case of the missing eye glasses case was solved. I felt dumb. I knew I had it though. Stuck on the side of my seat.

So, I started playing the game again. My beginner protection has expired though so I'll probably play until someone wipes me out.

I dream of having everything I want but where is the fun and adventure in that? Life would get boring. I would just find something else to complain about wouldn't I? Something else to want. What is it like to snap your fingers and get everything you want? The funds to purchase anything. A mansion. A yacht. A supermodel. Premium cocaine.

I like it better with no nap time music it gives me a headache.
I gave two kids a rubber band to distract them during nap time. It worked for the past part.

17 year old daughter and less than a two year old daughter. That is one spread out family.

I'm too white. I look at myself and I want to vomit.

I should probably make it a point to say three positive things about myself everyday. I don't think I could do it though. I find fault in everything about me.

Google best work out songs.

Looking good isn't easy unless your born with it then it just comes natural. Me on the other hand I have absolutely nothing to work with.

Pros/Cons for a bike
Type of personality I am
Push myself or give up?
Defines me, who I am?
I don't want to be a pussy
I need endurance
How serious am I?

Is it too much to ask fro a half hour of peace?

I'm shallow and materialistic but it's the little things I crave the most. That matter the most to me. The little things make all the difference.

I want to re-invent my room.

GNC

You don't notice the size difference between a 32 and 30 length pants until you sit down. I am for sure a 32, but most of the time I wear a 34. I enjoy walking on my pant legs.

I got two goodnight sleeps in a row. Without the aid of sleeping pills. YEAH!!! GO ME!!!

Soy milk
almonds
yogurt
muscle milk
bananas

Ipod
workout songs
rocky songs
reps and sets
reps and sets

I walk away and she follows me and keeps talking. Take a hint. Your not a dog and I'm not your master. Leave me alone.

Anyone still read my blog?

thoughts

Pacman destroyed Hatton on Saturday night. I am glad I'm not the one who spent 50 dollars to watch it. The fight only lasted two rounds. The previous fights were pathetic and boring. The pizza and wings were good. Wish I would have ate more. But I'm trying to eat healthy and work out.

I was addicted to this game and couldn't sleep and ended up getting all my men killed, so luckily I don't want to play anymore. I seriously got two hours of sleep, but don't fully blame it on the blame it on the game because I just couldn't sleep.

Wish you wanted me then things would be much better.

I ate at the Super Buffet by myself. How lame. Wish someone would have ate with me.

Played 3 on 3 football with some 7th graders. I was matched up against my friend who is my age. When we started playing my team was already down 21-7 but needless to say my team ended up winning 63-54. I was unstoppable I picked apart their defense. Sometimes I didn't cover this one kid because he cried a lot and didn't want us to play to begin with so I let him score to keep him happy.

First time in my life people didn't want more players in a pick-up backyard football game. What is happening to today's youth?

I got everyone the ball and shared the wealth. Hurt the side of my little toe on the turf. I think it's okay now though. I now know the meaning of turf toe.

I need sleep. My eyes have hurt all day. I kept telling myself to wake up at work. It didn't work.

Sorry for your loss over the weekend. Not exactly sure when it happened maybe even Thursday or Friday but regardless I'm really sorry.

I finally coughed up some flim flam stuff. That usually means I'm going to feel better.

I need to take a book back to the library. Don't forget.

Cavs play tomorrow. Finally. fifth of may is tomorrow. I should celebrate. Want to see x-men too.

I was burning up at work today.

My back is killing me.

I almost forgot how annoying she was over the weekend, but sure enough come Monday she was at full strength. Shut up please!!!

I either love the way people talk or I hate the way people talk. As in I'm impressed or annoyed. Some people just have an awesome way of talking the way they say things, the vocabulary they use. I'm def a word guy. I would marry a Thesarous if I could.

I asked a chinese girl for her number at a Super Buffet. She turned me down or didn't know what I was talking about.


I'm addicted to this Civony game.

I bought some golf tees. Donated a dollar to some rainbow babies thing. Bought a jump rope. I think it's sweet. A golf net that stand up and you can hit golf balls into it, so you don't lose them or have to go chase them. Pretty neat. Also, I bought some dumbbells. Last I finally bought a flask something I've wanted since I was like 15 years old. I can finally cross it off the list.

I need to shower and shave before I go to bed. If you wash your hair at night you get rid of pollens that cause allergies.

Water is my friend.

Should I apply for this job that is over an hour and a half away? I would be able to move and have my own place. I really need to get away from things. I would be much better off. I think it would be the perfect fit for me too. I think I would be a lot happier too. But hundreds of people most have applied for the job. So why would I get it? How would I find time to go for an interview. Could I really handle such a big move?

"What Hurts the Most"



The bike ride might actually happen tomorrow. I hope I'm up for the challenge.

I almost bought a dartboard and a practice putting green thing. Next time for sure.

I have too many interests/hobbies and not enough time.

I love big hugs. I need one.

Today was a train wreck. Under the weather and sleep deprived. I never want to experience that again. Is it allergy season? Today was just torture. The worst part about it was I tried to do it with no caffeine.

Follow a work out regiment.

Stretches, jump rope, perfect push up, stairs, sit-ups, lunges, dumb bells.

If I take a nap I probably won't be able to sleep tonight again and then it will be hell all over again tossing and turning.

I'll never be happy where I'm at. I'll never be happy if I can't make it on my own.

I hope I have an amazing supper. Something I really enjoy eating that will cheer me up some.

If the business you work for goes under the government gives you money to go back to school to pursue a different field. Plus you get unemployment. I hope that happens to me.

hmm

I find nothing wrong with Josh Smith's failed dunk attempt. Third favorite player in the NBA. In case you're keeping track Lebron is number one and Ron-Ron is number two. AKA Ron Artest. Love that guy.
Rondo should be suspended.

I love Mike Tyson. I honestly believe he could take Ali in his prime with his head on straight. His documentary was good.

Who the fuck cares how much Michelle Obama's sneakers cost. I don't care if they cost 540 dollars. If I want I can buy shoes that cost that much. They make money. Pure and simple they can do whatever the hell they want to with it. Why don't you go write a book and make 15 million dollars and shut the fuck up media already. God damn. Why don't you go cover a cat fashion show.


This is sweet.

http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=13254744&ch=4226714&src=news

I love fresh air.


New Motto
Look Happy. Be Happy.

I think I'm starting to get sick..yet again...possibly flu...swine flu. Actually I think it has passed. I'm feeling alright now.

Hiring at work. Not impressed. They don't even dress for the job. Who interviews in camo pants?

My new water bottle keeps drinks extremely cold. At least the outside is freezing. Especially when you put ice cubes in it. It's called sub zero.
New ice cube tray where they are thin and long perfect for water bottles.
Bought a sweet looking fancy razor but it doesn't shave very well. I love the look of it though.

Met the dad. Wrote about wondering who it was awhile ago. Well I finally seen him and now I understand everything a little better. It makes sense.

Exciting weekend planned. Big boxing match. Should make a bet. Probably will.
Maybe I'll try going golfing. I guess you can fish this weekend without a license.

Hope my car can make it to my friends house. It's starting to make some really funky noises and I can't tell what it's from. I h ope it doesn't explode on me or just stop running. Poor thing. I'm really concerned. I have to get serious about finding a new one. It's embarrassing the sound it makes. I feel like a bum and a total loser, dirt bag, scum bucket.

I hope my mom picks me up some sleeping pills at the Amish store this weekend because I know I won't be able to make it. Sucks I will miss my cousin's birthday party and the Kentucky Derby.

I'm really dumb. I wish I was more child like. You know when your a kid and your curious and adventurous and you try anything. For instance you reach out and you touch the stove and you get burned and so then you figure out it's hot so you don't do it again. Well I'm dumb when it comes to relationships. I keep reaching out just to get burned and instead of learning my lesson I do it over and over again. Only myself to blame.


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