hmm

My boy Busch won Sunday!!!



The Cure (the band) always picks me up. Ironic. However, I can't believe I traded in one of their CD's. I'm ashamed of myself. I was really young then though.

Disappointed in the pancake breakfast. Mostly, because we didn't go until 11:30 and its a tradition to go at 7 right when they open. The pancakes are prepared much better at that time. Instead of eating an average of 8 pancakes and 6 sausages, I only had 3 and 2 respectively.

I was physically unable to get out of bed at 6:45 though.

Sang karaoke Saturday night. My first song went badly. I think I made up for it a little bit on my next two though. Hard too Handle, Margaritaville, and Kryptonite. There were a lot of horrible singers though. i think it was worst singers of Ashtabula County night at the Crowes nest.

Jewels was like a high school reunion. Don't know if that's a good or bad thing. Especially, if I've been drinking heavily. If I was more of a jam packed crowd person Jewels would be even better.

I'm sad to report that I drank the garlic juice of the wings for ten dollars. It was not good. Luckily. I threw it up like ten hours later. So, it won't end up clogging my arteries. It could have potentially taken a year off of my life. Please don't think less of me.

Bowling alley was over crowded on Saturday night. We couldn't even get a lane. I never seen so many high school kids, since, well since I was in high school myself. I was all pumped up to bowl too and then we couldn't. Probably was a good thing considering Jason couldn't really bowl properly with a broken finger due to being beat up by a sophomore in high school mind you haha.

I'm like House and that dude from How to Lose Friends and Alienate People. I say whatever is on my mind.

Four or Five Jello shots were squirted into my mouth.

Gamebrew.com I have to remember to check that site out.

Jared officially bought his road bike and it is a sweet one. Now I have to buck up and get mine. I should get a car first though. That is more of a need. Even an apartment is a bigger need than wanting a bike, but who knows.

If I spend 1200 dollars on my bike and ride it at least 200 times in my life, that is like 6 dollars per bike ride. I hope I ride it casually more times than that. But like long distance riding, might be the 200 times I was referring to where I actually take my bike and put it onto of my car and go somewhere special to ride.

Someone said this today to someone else, "Be careful of who you gossip about." Because now there are new cameras at work with sound. I say why not just not gossip at all?

Part of me wants to have a bike at least equal to Jareds because in a weird way I've always measured myself by what he does and it would be nice to come out on top or break even at least once. I will buy a 2000 dollar bike. Haha, I wish.


Top 5 things I want:
1. Reliable car
2. Apartment
3. Bike
4 Kayak
5. Camping gear

Ways to get what I want
1. Get a better job
2. Get a second job
3. Find a roommate
4. Win the lottery
I'm thinking if I spend the money I am suppose to spend on lunch on lottery tickets instead. I can then afford to get whatever I want. Wishful thinking.

Who could I possibly live with?

I think I might start a bike fund, like get a separate account at the bank. Start it off with some of my tax return money or something.



I'm afraid to spend money. I'm afraid of being broke. Afraid of needing to ask for help or assistance. It's bad enough I still live at home.


Quote of the day: "We are visitors on this planet.
We are here for ninety
or one hundred years
at the very most.

During that period,
we must try to do something
good, something useful
with our lives.

If you contribute to other
people's happiness, you will
find the true goal,
the true meaning of life."

--H.H. The 14th Dalai Lama