just don't have it in me

New South Park tomorrow sweet. Can't wait.

Go Kent State 19 wins, please get one more and continue the streak of 20 win seasons. Great win today. Good luck on Thursday.

Pens you better win tonight.

Go Cavs!

Okay enough sports stuff for tonight.

I really want to learn the guitar. I've had one since I as 16 but I never learned for reasons I don't want to get into right now. I just have so much in me that I think would best be put to use with the help from knowing how to play the guitar. I asked a friend if he will teach me some, I'm waiting to hear back from him. Play it until my fingers bleed, paraphrased that from Jukebox Hero song.

Should I go to Florida? I would have to call off at least three days of work. Something I'm not accustomed to doing. I would miss Easter and that family function. Spend money and lose money from not working. Hmm, not sure if it's worth it. We would be driving, so no plane tickets. Like 17 hours in a car each way. I don't want to make you strapped for time though and ruin your trip.

No dreams to report.

Roll up my sleeves.

I made ten ring tones last night. It was rather fun. I need to make some more. Especially neutral ones, because I don't want I Will Always Love You playing when a guy friend calls. Most of them are loves songs or a guy singing directly at a girl. About having his heart broken or found.

Manipulation tears.

Something to do with there health that children should sleep when it's dark? Someone find me something supporting that. Because someone claimed that today.

I can't commit myself to wearing my smock at work. I love the pocket in the front though because I love to carry things on my person. I look gay in it though, so it's a no go.

I admire people with disabilities who don't use them as an excuse. Props to you.

Came home and drank a Landshark, that's the type of day it's been.

Slowly, but surely, learning the finer points of my phone.

Okay this is just ridiculous, my evening hours go by way too fast. How can I get anything done? I want to work out, I want to write, I want to read, I want to learn guitar. I want to watch T.V. I want to play games. Why can't I have no responsibilities and be a kid again? Plus I want to relax, instead I'm just tired and stressed all the time.


The beginning music in Diary of Jane just gives me chills and good vibrations, I love it.